The sound of somebody walking across the bedroom floor
disturbed Marion. She heard a tray clink by the bedside and then there
was a brighter light as the curtains were drawn back. She opened her eyes
to see a maid in a trim uniform putting flowers into a vase on the dresser.
“Hello,” she said. ``What time is it?”
“It’s eight o’clock, madam. Lady Lily
told me to bring you a pot of… tea… I think she said it was,
and to say that if you wish to join her there is breakfast on the terrace
in half an hour…”
“Oh.” Marion sat up and reached to pour the
tea into the cup. She wondered if Kristoph had told Lily about it. She
appreciated the thoughtfulness of making sure she began her first morning
on Gallifrey with a taste of home.
As she drank the tea, the maid set out some clothes on a chair by the
dresser. Lady Lily, she said, had suggested an outfit she might like to
wear.
Marion felt slightly put out that her clothes were being chosen for her
by a stranger, but when she looked at the long silk dress and the beautiful
underwear that went with it she had to agree that they were clothes she
WOULD have chosen if she had been given the choice. She showered in the
en-suite bathroom and dressed herself before going to find the ‘terrace’.
That turned out to be what Marion would have called a
patio, except the paved area was at the top of a series of wide steps.
They led down to a water garden with a lily pond where, even from the
top of the steps she could see what looked like Koi Carp swimming.
Lady Lilliana was sitting at a table on the terrace with a fine view over
the garden. Marion sat at the spare seat and ate a breakfast of a variety
of unusual but delicious tasting fruits and nuts with thick cream and
something very like latte coffee.
“What are these fruits?” Marion asked. “They’re
nice. But they’re so different.”
“The purple one is called moon fruit. The red ones are called grissa.
The nuts are called Cúl nut. They are very nutritious. You should
eat as many as you can. You had a tiring day yesterday and you should
make up the protein.”
Marion took her word for it. She WAS hungry. She enjoyed the breakfast,
sitting outside on a warm, pleasant morning.
As she drank another cup of the latte-like beverage her thoughts fell
on Kristoph and his father. She felt a little guilty.
“Is there any news?” she asked.
“It is still touch and go,” Lady Lilliana answered. “You
are to spend the day here. And you are not to worry.”
“Kristoph told you to say that?”
“He did.” Lilliana smiled. “Kristoph? That form of his
name suits him.”
“I keep forgetting the way everyone here pronounces it. Chrístõ
Mian… I can’t quite get the pronunciation. Besides, I have
known him for two years now as Kristoph. I don’t think I can get
used to anything else.”
“Then no reason why you should call him anything else,” Lilliana
replied.
“What should I call you? That long name Kristoph said last night
is too much, obviously. Your maid called you Lady Lily…”
“Just Lily will do. I really hope we shall be friends, my dear.”
“Kristoph wants us to be,” Marion replied. “And I think
we should be. You have been kind to me. I have felt so…” She
sighed. “It isn’t my first planet. Kristoph has taken me to
so many exciting places. But being here is so… THIS is Gallifrey.
It’s his home world. And… Oh, Lily, I do wonder… Perhaps
he won’t want to go back to Earth with me. Now he is home. When
I see the lifestyle he has here. That house… We have a nice home
on Earth. A nice house with enough rooms for us, and a nice garden, a
car. It’s the best house I have ever lived in, and we have been
so happy for the past two years in that house. Living as ordinary people.
But how can he be happy with that now he has remembered where he comes
from?”
“I can’t answer that, my dear,” Lily told her. “But
I don’t think he will make any decision that would make you unhappy.
He loves you very much. I could see that last night.”
“I know,” Marion said. “But…” She sighed.
“I’m being silly. I know he loves me. He isn’t going
to do anything horrible like sending me away back to Earth without him.”
“Of course he isn’t,” Lily assured her. “If you’ve
had enough breakfast, perhaps we could take a walk in the garden. The
moon fruits are past their best, and the Cúl nuts are not ripe,
but the roses are doing splendidly.”
“Roses?” Marion was surprised. “You have roses here?”
“You have them on Earth?”
“Yes. That is, assuming we’re talking about
the same plant.”
They were. Lily brought her along past the lily pond which
she said was her own favourite place and presently they came to a walled
garden with ateliers and walkways and arches covered in climbing roses
before they came into the central part where rose beds surrounded a fountain.
There were benches there to sit and they made themselves comfortable.
“I’m thinking of having a conservatory built
here,” Lily said. “I like the scent of roses when it rains,
but sitting around in the rain is not good for me, so my physicians tell
me.”
“I expect not,” Marion agreed. “But it looks lovely
now, with the sun shining. I’m so glad there are roses. I don’t
know why a planet so far away from Earth has the same flowers growing,
and the fish in the pond look just like Earth ones. But I am glad there
ARE a few things that are familiar about this place.”
“If you like it here, in the rose garden, feel free to visit any
time.”
“Thank you. But I will be going home to Earth when Kristoph is free
to leave again. I don’t really expect to get THAT homesick.”
“No, I expect not,” Lily said with a sigh. “Chrístõ
Mian has been away so long. He made himself an exile. I think we all hoped
he might be coming home to stay.”
“No,” Marion insisted.
Lily diplomatically changed the subject. They talked of
easier things for a while. Then Marion looked at Lily and hesitantly broached
a subject that puzzled her.
“You look so much older than Kristoph does. That
must be because of regeneration I suppose?”
“Yes,” Lily answered. “I am actually
a little younger than he is.”
“And when you were younger you were lovers? He told me you were
his first love.”
“Oh, indeed we were,” she replied. “From a very young
age. Everyone thought we would marry. I loved him very much.”
“But you didn’t. You left him, you married another.”
“I never stopped loving him,” Lily said. “How much did
he tell you?”
“That he fought in a war. And he was gone longer than anyone thought
he would be, and when he returned you had taken another man as your husband.”
“We had been told he was dead.” Lily sighed as if the memory
pained her. “If I had thought for one moment that he was alive,
I would have waited. But we thought he was dead. His mother and father
and sisters and I mourned him. There was a memorial stone laid and we
said our goodbyes to him. His parents… You know, it is unusual to
have two sons in an Oldblood House. Remonte was born after they had mourned
their first son. He was…”
“To replace him?” Marion looked horrified at the thought.
But it made a sort of sense.
“Yes. Remonte was to be the primogeniture, set to
inherit everything. Then when he was a little more than twenty years old
his brother was found alive, though horribly wounded. Remonte had to take
the role of second son. Although… it had to be said… when
we saw him first it was hard to believe he was going to live. What they
had done to him…”
“What HAD they done to him?” Marion asked.
“Do you need to know?” Lily asked her. “It isn’t
pleasant.”
“I love him, Lily. And I know there are things he won’t talk
about. Please….”
“Those who were taken prisoner by our enemy were kept in semi-conscious
state in great underground chambers, hundreds of them. They were subjected
to horrific tortures.. Their captors knew that their bodies repaired so
they continually hurt them. Their bones were broken every day. Some of
them had limbs severed to see how long it took to grow them back. They
were electrocuted and the food tubes were blocked so that they nearly
died of hunger and thirst before being given just enough nourishment to
keep them alive. And this… it went on day after day for nearly twenty-five
years. Until our army finally defeated theirs and the chambers were discovered.”
“Oh…” Marion shivered despite the warm day. “How
dreadful. “And Kristoph was one of those prisoners?”
“He was. Though we did not know that. We had received false information
that he was among the dead. When we heard of the horrors found in that
place… We who had already mourned the death of our dearest one were
relieved that he had not suffered so… And then a message came. He
WAS one of the prisoners.”
“And all those horrible things were done to him?”
“It was terrible. They butchered him. Both his arms
and one leg had been severed and he was blinded. And he was so mentally
disturbed he didn’t even know us at first. When he did, I had to
break it to him that I had turned to another man’s love while he
was gone from us. To inflict that hurt on him after all he had suffered
was terrible. It caused a mental relapse. It made his recovery so much
harder. But I couldn’t undo what was done. We have no concept of
divorce on Gallifrey. We marry for life. I belonged to my Jules. Chrístõ
Mian had to remain no more than a friend. But I have felt guilty for betraying
him every day until yesterday, when I saw him smile at you, even in the
midst of the grief he is suffering. I knew then that he IS capable of
loving again.”
“Oh,” The compliment to herself was unexpected at the end
of such a dreadful story. But she was thinking about the man she loved
as a tortured, half destroyed shell of himself, being tended by Lily and
by his mother. “No wonder he couldn’t tell me about the war.”
“He never told anyone very much about it. I think
a lot of it was blanked out from his mind. The forced regeneration he
underwent to repair his body affected his memory a lot.”
“Forced regeneration?” Marion remembered Li
talking of that, but she had not realised what it meant.
“He had not regenerated for the first time when he became a casualty
of that war. He wasn’t able to initiate it himself. The physicians
had to force his body into regeneration by stopping his hearts and ceasing
brain activity until the process began. It was terribly risky. He could
have died. I… it is terrible to say it, but I had almost hoped he
would. I felt as if he needed to end the agony. But his body was mended
by the regeneration and his mind slowly found its way back to us. And
he forgave me. He and Jules were good friends. We all were. We were happy.
And in a way it was better. You see, Jules and I could neither of us have
children. We accepted that. But Chrístõ Mian is the heir
to an Oldblood House. He must have a child of his own.”
“Something else I am to fulfil, of course,” Marion said. “It’s
as if destiny already planned our lives.”
“Perhaps it has. But if so, then Chrístõ Mian waited
patiently for his chance of love. And we who are his friends are delighted
that his chance has come at last. Yes, you will be the Lady De Lœngbærrow
and mother of his heir.”
“Lily.” Marion said. “Does everyone… his mother,
you… do you all think that I’m going to live here on Gallifrey?
“You don’t?”
“No,” she answered. “The thought of it scares me. Leaving
Earth… my home. Everything I know that is familiar to me. And living
here, on a strange planet…” She laughed softly. “I don’t
know much about the planet really. All I have seen so far is two big mansions
with servants waiting on me. And that… When I was a little girl
I used to dream of being rich and living in a big house. But… But
the house Kristoph and I have on Earth is big enough for me. I thought
we would spend our lives there. I thought he would go on being a university
lecturer and I would be a primary school teacher and we would have children
of our own and…”
“You need to talk to him. But, as I said before,
my dear, Chrístõ Mian won’t do anything that you aren’t
happy about.”
“That I won’t.” Marion looked around as Kristoph came
into the rose garden. She ran to his arms joyfully. He embraced her lovingly,
aware of Lily’s indulgent smile as he watched them kissing as if
they had been parted for weeks, not simply overnight.
“Is it over?” she asked. “Are you… Your father?”
“He is recovering,” Kristoph said. “As I am. The crisis
is over.”
“I am glad,” she said. “Does that mean we can go home
now? To Earth.”
“Earth isn’t my home, Marion. Gallifrey is. Yes, we will be
returning to Liverpool. But not yet. I need to spend some time with my
family. My father and I have much to talk about. My mother needs to fuss
over her first born son in person for a while, not by videophone. And
I have some other business I wish to do while I am here. And besides all
of that, Lily is eager to use her skills as a hostess in your honour.”
“I thought a reception,” Lily added. “You
two have been betrothed for two years already. It is long overdue. You
must be presented to Gallifreyan society, Marion. As the future wife of
one of our most highly placed citizens.”
“An engagement party for your friends here on Gallifey?” Marion
asked.
“We never really HAD a celebration,” Kristoph reminded her.
“And as Lily’s parties are renowned throughout Gallifrey,
you are highly honoured, my dear.”
Marion looked at Lily, and at Kristoph. And she knew there was nothing
she could say about this. There was going to be a reception whether she
wanted one or not.
And she really wasn’t sure that she DID want one.
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