“You WILL like the Lodge,” Kristoph assured
Marion as the hover car sped across country.
Marion looked out of the window and admired the breathtaking
view of southern Gallifrey’s most rich and verdant places. They
were roughly following a broad river meandering through its flood plain.
She had asked what it was called and learnt that it was the bærrow.
A mountain called Mount Lœng. A river called bærrow. And the
Lœngbærrow family owned both and the land that surrounded them.
“Is that an order?” she asked. “I WILL like the Lodge?”
“What?” Kristoph looked at her momentarily before giving attention
to his driving. “No, of course it’s not an order. It was a
reassurance.” He sighed. “You’re not making it easy
for me, Marion.”
“Am I supposed to?” she asked. “You have taken me for
granted, Kristoph. You assumed that I would always be there when you need
me, when you have time for me. And you haven’t thought about whether
I needed YOU.”
“You DIDN’T need me. You were having a nice time with my mother
and Lily. Between them I’m sure they have told you just about every
embarrassing detail of my childhood and youth. And don’t tell me
you haven’t enjoyed their company. Earth or Gallifrey, women love
a chance to get together and gossip. Our worlds are not THAT different.”
“Yes, I liked being with them. But I still needed you. And you couldn’t
even tell me WHY you were so distant from me.”
“I EXPLAINED that,” Kristoph answered. “Please don’t…
Don’t keep punishing me for my mistake.”
“Maybe you deserve to be punished,” she replied, looking out
of the window and avoiding looking at him.
“Maybe I DO,” he admitted. “But I wish you wouldn’t.
Marion, I need you back. Please…”
“I need YOU back. The man I fell in love with. I
know Professor De Leon was a cover story, but I always thought beneath
the story I was still seeing the real you. And I LOVED you. But this now…
I…We…”
“Marion!” Kristoph stopped the car. He looked around at her.
She wasn’t looking at him. He knew she was crying. She wasn’t
someone who cried a lot. This wasn’t a spoilt woman using emotional
blackmail to get what she wanted. He knew she was genuinely, hopelessly
upset and he knew it was his fault.
“Marion, I once told you that nothing you could do would make me
angry. And that’s still true. But if we carry on like this we’ll
both reach a point where we say things we don’t mean and hurt each
other even more. I am sorry for all the stupid things I’ve done.
I am sorry for taking you for granted. For taking it for granted that
you would be happy here on my world, among my friends and family. I am
sorry that you have had cause to question my love for you, and that I
have risked losing even a fraction of your love for me. I BEG you to forgive
me.”
He reached out and touched her shoulder. She still wasn’t looking
at him but she had listened to him. She wasn’t crying now, just
breathing very hard.
“Marion, please,” he began again, but this time she wasn’t
listening to him. She was struggling with the safety belt and the door
at the same time. “Marion what…”
“You have the superior hearing” she said. “Can’t
you hear that?”
“Yes, I can,” he admitted. He was already snapping off his
safety belt and opening the door. By the time Marion got out of the car
he had reached the source of the trouble
“It’s a child,” she exclaimed as she ran towards him.
He reached out and stopped her on the edge of a steep-sided shaft concealed
in the rough grassland.
“Careful,” he warned her. “Don’t you fall down
as well.”
“What is this?” she asked as Kristoph knelt and tested the
edge of the shaft. “Why is there a hole in the ground?”
“It’s a disused mine entrance,” he answered. “It
should have been filled in long ago. I’ll be having words with the
area manager later. But right now…” He looked down and he
spoke with a different tone. “All right, little one. I’m coming
to you. Don’t worry.” And without another word he swung himself
down, grabbing handholds as he quickly scaled the rough wall.
Marion looked down carefully. The shaft must have been filled in once.
But the ground had shifted and there was a good fifteen or twenty foot
drop now. At the bottom of it was a boy, maybe eight years old, lying
in a twisted position that suggested a broken leg.
“What can I do?” she called down.
“Go back to the car and look in the back. There’s some rope.
I might need help getting back up again.”
He hadn’t even thought of his own safety as he climbed down, Marion
thought with a surge of pride. He had seen the injured child and made
an instant decision.
She found the rope and ran back. She fixed the rope firmly to the top
of the shaft and dropped it down to where Kristoph was tenderly examining
the child.
“He’s got a broken leg and his head is bleeding,” Kristoph
reported back. “He’s not a happy little boy. But we can help
him.”
Marion watched as Kristoph touched the child on his forehead
and spoke softly to him. At once he seemed to become calmer. He seemed
in much less pain. Kristoph lifted the boy and had him put his arms tight
around his neck. Then he took hold of the rope that Marion had thrown
down to him. He climbed, hand over hand. As soon as they were within reach
Marion reached and lifted the boy clear of the shaft while Kristoph climbed
quickly out.
“You did it,” she said.
“We both did it,” he answered as he carried
the boy to the car. “Can you sit in the back with him. Look after
him while I drive.”
“Where to?” she asked as she did as he asked.
“There’s a mining community about a mile from here. That must
be where the boy is from. Somebody will be missing him.”
“What sort of mines?” she asked. “Coal?”
“Gold,” he answered. “It’s where our family fortune
comes from. Gold, silver, a couple of diamond mines, too.”
“So the boy’s family work for you? You’re the mine owners?”
They reached the village quickly in the fast hover car. She thought it
was the prettiest mining village she had ever seen. The houses were all
built from a clean white stone and it was all neat and tidy and prosperous
looking.
“You own the village, too?” she asked.
“Yes.”
“It’s nice. You’re not slumlords, anyway.”
“We try not to be,” he answered. “I think those people
over there might be looking for the youngster. You wait with him.”
Again she didn’t argue. These were Kristoph’s own people.
Literally so. She wondered what she ought to make of that idea. Of course,
there were people who owned big estates in England and lots of people
would live and work on the estate. But she was going to marry a man whose
family actually WERE such landowners. It was an overwhelming idea.
She saw the men bow their heads respectfully to Kristoph and then when
he told them about the boy one of them came running to the car. He grabbed
at the door handle and practically wrenched it open, calling out to his
son frantically.
“Oh, be careful,” Marion told him. “Lift him gently.
He is hurt.” She got out of the car and walked with the man. Kristoph
came to her side. He put his arm around her shoulders. She didn’t
try to stop him.
When they reached the cottage where he lived the boy’s
mother was torn between concern for her son and anxiety to be a hostess
to the lord by whose bounty they lived and worked. Kristoph practically
had to order her to go with her husband and the village physician to look
after the child while they waited in the parlour.
“You did well,” he told Marion. He took her hands and looked
at them. She had slight rope burns from taking some of the strain as he
climbed and several of her beautifully manicured fingernails had broken.
He kissed her hands gently.
“So many women would have complained about their nails breaking,”
he said. “I am glad you’re not one of those. But first thing
after this weekend I want you to treat yourself to a full manicure. You
deserve it.”
“That doesn’t matter,” she said, “Is the little
boy going to be all right? Why didn’t his bones mend the way yours
do? Don’t the ordinary working people here have the same ability?”
“The ability to repair our own flesh and bones doesn’t develop
until nearly adulthood. Our youngest are vulnerable in that way, rich
or poor. But the boy will be all right. The physician will mend the broken
leg with a sonic tissue repair device. I told him to charge his services
to me.”
“That was kind of you,” she told him. “You’re
a generous man, Kristoph. And kind. And brave, too.”
“Am I still insensitive and thoughtless, too?”
“Yes,” she told him. “But… Oh, come here. I want
to hug you before the mother comes back down here and collapses at the
sight of us doing it in her house.”
“I DO wish they wouldn’t be quite so deferential,” he
told her. “They’re our employees, not our slaves.”
“You pay them well. They live all right.”
“Mining is a hard and sometimes dangerous job,” he answered.
“We provide these homes and a good wage. A school, the physician.
And my family provide a bursary to help the brightest of them to attend
further education. We’re good landlords, Marion. You mustn’t
feel guilty about the luxury we live in. We’re not living off the
broken backs of a poverty stricken peasantry or anything like that.”
The mother and father came back to the room with the physician.
They were smiling. Their son was going to be all right after a few days'
bedrest. They bowed to Kristoph and to Marion, thanking them both fully
and pressing them to share their meal. Kristoph accepted for them both
and over the dinner he talked to the man of the house about the mining.
Kristoph was very knowledgeable about the subject, Marion noticed. He
clearly had made sure he knew about the industry that gave his family
their wealth.
As they finished the meal another man came into the house.
He was introduced as the mine foreman and he was the one Kristoph had
to talk to about the dangerous shaft. Marion realised as the conversation
went on that Kristoph was being urged to go with the foreman and view
not only that shaft, but other parts of the mine complex. He looked at
Marion hesitantly.
“It sounds as if it is important you should go,” she said.
“But…”
“A mine is no place for you, Marion,” he answered her. “And
I am meant to be spending time with you.”
That was true enough, she reflected. But was she churlish enough to insist
on him doing so? Especially when he was ASKING her if it was all right.
“You can do that later,” she decided. “But I REALLY
don’t think I want to see a mine. Not even a gold mine.”
“Madam,” the lady of the house said. “Perhaps you would
care to see the village while his Lordship attends to this business. You
could visit the school. I am sure the children would be glad to meet you.”
“Isn’t it the weekend?” she asked. “Won’t
it be closed?”
“Many of the brighter students spend their leisure time in extra
study,” she was told.
“Amazing,” Marion said. “Where I come from everyone
is glad to get away from school.”
It was quickly arranged. Kristoph went off in his car to view the mine.
Marion was conducted by the daughter of the mine foreman to the school,
where she was greeted like a royal visitor by the headmistress.
It was a substantial building, with several classrooms.
The students were aged between four years old and twenty.
“The brightest may win places in one of the great academies,”
the headmistress told Marion. “It would be a proud day if one of
our students became a Time Lord.”
“That has never happened?” Marion asked.
“It is difficult for the children of Caretakers, of labourers and
servants, to acquire the knowledge. Most accept a lesser diploma which
enables them to get jobs in the civil service or to be accepted in the
officer-training corps of the Chancellery Guard. That in itself is a matter
of pride for their families. But a Time Lord…. That would be a great
achievement for a Caretaker.”
“I see,” Marion said. “That is why so many of them study
at the weekend.” She had seen several rooms where young people were
hard at their books and at computer terminals. Their determination was
clear.
“The younger ones come, too. Because they love learning,”
she was assured, and she was conducted to the room marked ‘nursery
class’. There were about fifteen girls and boys, all busy at the
sort of work that children of that age would be doing in any school. Painting,
making things with coloured paper, reading books that had colourful illustrations
and not too many words per page.
“It looks nice,” she said. “And the Lœngbærrow
family pay for it all?”
“Of course. We are all their employees. We live by the grace of
his Lordship in comfort and with all we need for our health and well-being.”
“That IS true, isn’t it?” Marion asked. It seemed just
a little too much for her to swallow. “You don’t have to humour
me, you know. I’m NOT a Lœngbærrow, at least not yet.”
“You are his Lordship’s betrothed,” the headmistress
said. “But yes, the Lœngbærrow House has the respect and devotion
of all here.”
It was a startling thought. Marion found it difficult to take in. She
set it aside and concentrated instead on the children and what they were
doing. She looked at the books a group of them were reading from. She
saw they were children’s versions of the same epic poems that first
enchanted her in Kristoph’s own library. They had colourful pictures
to accompany a more simplified language and a rhyme scheme that would
keep children’s attention.”
“Oh,” she said, “I love that story.”
“Why don’t you read to them?” the headmistress said.
“I am sure they will all be good.”
And they were. Marion sat on a chair and the children gathered around
her feet. She began to read the story to them. She felt a little self-conscious
at first, but then she began to enjoy it. The children did, too.
It was several hours later that Kristoph came looking at the school
where he was told Marion was, still. He watched her from the classroom
door for a long time as she sat with a group of youngsters telling the
Earth fairy story of Rapunzel. He waited until she was done before he
made his presence known. He came and sat beside her. One of the children
asked him if he could tell them a story. He smiled gently.
“I am afraid we haven’t got time for any more stories,”
he said. “I must take Lady Marion away from you soon. But I have
sweets.” And to Marion’s surprise she saw him reach into his
pocket and produce a large bag of sweets that went around the whole nursery
class exactly. He petted the little ones lovingly, picking some of them
up on his knee. It was a side of him Marion had not seen before. Though
she knew how kind he could be, she had not seen him with children before.
What she saw made her smile. He was so very gentle with them. She allowed
herself, just briefly, to wonder what it would be like if they had children
of their own.
“You WERE wonderful with them,” she told him later when they
were driving towards their destination after the unplanned afternoon diversion.
“The children.”
“So were you,” he answered. “A born teacher.”
“Yes, but you were like… as if they were all your own children.”
“They were all born on my family property,” he said. “I
suppose in a way they are.” He smiled at her. “OUR children,
when you are Lady de Lœngbærrow. If you still want to be, that is.”
With the hover car in cruise control and the way clear, he reached out
and touched her left hand as it rested on her lap. “The gold in
that ring was mined by the people in that village. The diamond came from
some miles further west. And I want you to feel proud of that, not ashamed
and embarrassed.”
“Now I have seen how your employees live, I do feel better about
it,” she admitted. “But you have to understand, I am still
not used to being attended by maids and waited on by butlers.”
“That’s why I thought you would enjoy a weekend at the lodge.
With no servants, nobody for miles around. I’m afraid it will be
dark by the time we reach it now. There will just about be time to make
a little supper and go to bed.”
“Just like the first day we met,” she said. “We were
both running late and we had supper and went to bed.”
“It seems so long ago.”
“It feels like another lifetime sometimes,” she agreed. “So
much has happened since.”
“I’ve never been happier than I have been
since I met you, Marion. I hope… Please don’t let my stupidity
in this past week undo that happiness.”
“I don’t want that, either,” she told him.
“Well, there you are, then,” he answered. She laid her head
back on the headrest and watched him driving. She remembered doing the
same a long time back when he drove them to Whitby. She was still falling
in love with him then. Now…
Now, she was travelling in a hover car, that moved almost silently six
feet from the actual ground. She was on another planet where the sun came
up in another direction entirely and there were twenty-six hours in the
day.
There had been so many changes in her life. But the one constant was the
ruggedly handsome man by her side. The man she loved.
She loved him. And in the end, what else mattered?
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