Marion was quiet at breakfast. Kristoph noticed that.
Of course he did. He was a loving and attentive husband. He did his best
to engage her in conversation. But her responses were tired and listless.
“If you’re still not feeling well, you should go back to bed,
Marion,” he said. “Would you like me to call a physician?”
“The doctors on this planet don’t know anything about humans,”
Marion replied.
“If you’re ill… I’ll fetch a doctor from Earth
if I have to.”
“I’m not ill,” she responded. “There’s nothing
for you to worry about. Go to your work. I’m going to have a quiet
day.”
He looked at her for a long time. He noted that she was getting very good
at hiding her thoughts from him. He told her that he could see through
her mental walls, but that wasn’t always true.
He could have broken them down easily enough. He was trained to do so
in the Celestial Intervention Agency. But she was his wife, not a traitor
with guilty secrets.
“I’ll try to be home early,” he promised. “I’ve
not had much time these past couple of weeks. You’ve a right to
feel neglected.”
“I’m all right,” she insisted. “You don’t
have to humour me.”
“Marion…” he began. Then he sighed. “We need to
talk. But I can’t, now. Later, I promise.”
Yes, Marion thought. He would keep a promise like that. He would make
the effort. He always did. He always knew when she was unhappy and tried
to make it right.
But how could he do that when HE, himself, was the problem?
She went to the door and let him kiss her before he got into his official
car and drove away. She turned and went inside. Caolin looked at her and
seemed about to say something.
“Please, don’t,” she told him. “Don’t ask.
I am… I am perfectly well. I know my husband will have given you
instructions. But there is no need for you to be concerned about me. Is
Rodan in the dayroom?”
“Yes, madam,” the butler answered.
“Then I will be in there for most of the morning, looking after
my little girl.”
“Yes, madam,” Caolin repeated dutifully.
She walked away, then turned and looked at Caolin as he stood in the middle
of the hallway. She walked back to him.
“I am sorry if I have seemed rude to you. This is none of your fault.
You… are somebody I regard as a friend. I want you to know that.”
“I understand, madam,” he responded.
She went to her day room. She loved this private suite of rooms that was
given over to her when she became Lady de Lœngbærrow. She enjoyed
the touches of Earth life in the pictures on the walls, images of Liverpool,
and of some of her favourite places outside of it. The sunset on Talacre
Beach was a splash of warm colours on one wall. She remembered the holiday
they had spent there not so long ago. Kristoph had been so attentive to
her, then.
He was always attentive. He always let her have her way. He made sure
she had everything she wanted. She was almost pampered by him.
But now she had reason to wonder if that pampering was to lull her into
a false sense of security about their relationship. Was he really losing
interest in her? Was he giving her everything she wanted except his unconditional
and exclusive love?
She sat and read a story to Rodan for a little while. That kept her mind
off her troubles. But the little girl was too energetic to sit and listen
to anything for long. She wanted to ride her tricycle. Marion opened the
French doors and let her do so around the patio. The wheels made an odd
sound on the flagstones, but Rodan liked it. She repeated the sound in
a sing song way as she played. Marion watched her and smiled. Rodan was
the best thing Kristoph had ever done to indulge her whims. She loved
the little girl dearly.
Then a fear gripped her heart.
What would happen to Rodan if she and Kristoph split up? If she went back
to Earth, could she take her? With a sinking heart she thought that unlikely.
So much she would lose if her suspicions proved true. Not the wealth.
That didn’t matter to her so much – in any case, it was likely
she would be provided for in that way. But she would lose so much more
that she cared about. Rodan, the children at the estate school, her friends
here on Gallifrey.
“Marion!” She looked around from the French door as Rosanda
stepped into the room. Her husband always called her ‘madam’
or ‘your Ladyship’. And he always knocked if a door was closed.
Rosanda called her by her first name and had stepped quietly into the
room without knocking. Such was the level of her friendship with her.
She rallied herself to look cheerful. Doubtless Caolin had told his wife
to come and keep her company. It was just what he would do. He was a good
man. And she liked Rosanda’s company, after all.
“I have just taken delivery of some very fine Genolian lace,”
she said. “Would you like to see it? I thought it would be perfect
for a dress for Rodan when she is presented at the Vernal Equinox.”
“That’s still months away,” Marion answered. “You
shouldn’t start a dress for that, yet. She’s growing so fast
it won’t fit. But… yes, I would love to see the lace.”
Genolia was a planet in the Kasterborus quadrant. It orbited the star
called Tao. Its people traded with Gallifrey. They sent lace and spices
and other luxuries and Gallifrey sent – well, Marion wasn’t
entirely sure what they traded. But it was the sort of thing men like
Rodan’s grandfather did, except that Tao wasn’t such a long
distance as the planets he was travelling to.
The lace was very fine, intricate stuff, made by patient and nimble hands
working in bright, airy workshops and was sold under a fair-trade agreement
that paid the craftsmen and women the full worth of their efforts. That
was important to know. Marion didn’t want her fosterling to wear
lace made in a sweatshop by unhappy workers earning a pittance.
Ordinarily, at least, that would matter to Marion. She tried to be interested.
But the overwhelming concern that had haunted her since yesterday kept
creeping back into her mind and making her spirits sink.
“Marion,” Rosanda said gently. “Whatever it is, whatever
is making you unhappy, I am sure it will all work out just fine. Lord
de Lœngbærrow would never let you be sad.”
“What if Lord de Lœngbærrow is the one making me sad?”
she asked. She thought of telling her fears to Rosanda. She was sure she
would be understanding. And it would be easier than explaining herself
to Aineytta, or even to somebody like Lily, as kind as they both were.
But something held her tongue. She felt as if just voicing her fears would
make them more real than they already were.
She was afraid that Rosanda might shake her head sadly and say, ‘Yes,
it is quite usual for high born Gallifreyan men to do this. I’m
surprised you didn’t know, Marion.’
Or something of that sort.
She shook her head.
“Thank you for your concern,” she said. “But really,
I am all right. I am just… just a little out of sorts. That’s
all.”
Rosanda wisely didn’t press the matter. She talked of other things
and the morning passed little by little. She kept Marion company through
lunch. And she was glad of that. But she was wondering how she could possibly
get through the afternoon – while Kristoph was with HER –
without breaking down completely.
Then the door opened and Kristoph stepped into the white drawing room.
Marion looked up in surprise. Rodan ran to him happily and he picked her
up in his arms. He turned to Rosanda.
“I need to talk to Marion, alone,” he said. “Thank you
for keeping her company this day, and on many other days.”
Rosanda stood and made a demure curtsey to Kristoph. It was not a deferential
one of a servant, but of a free citizen of Gallifrey acknowledging one
of its most powerful men.
Kristoph didn’t say anything for a while. Nor did Marion.
“Lord Dvoratre tells me that he talked to you yesterday at the Magistry.
And my clerk says you were there for some time. I’m sorry I missed
you.”
Marion didn’t say anything.
“I was puzzled. I know you were feeling unwell last night. But this
morning at breakfast, you didn’t mention it at all.”
Marion still didn’t say anything.
“Then Lord Dvoratre told me that you had seen my diary for this
week and wondered about my afternoon appointments. I find that system
of initials useful for writing short notes to myself. But it is usually
only employed among the women of our society. I am not surprised Dvoratre
didn’t know what it meant. But… I think you do.”
Marion looked away from him. She couldn’t bear it any longer. Tears
pricked her eyes.
“Marion!” Kristoph put Rodan down on the floor and then knelt
by his wife’s side, taking her hands in his. She didn’t pull
away, but her expression was unmistakeable. “Marion, what do you
think I am doing on three afternoons this week with Valena D’Arpexia?”
Marion didn’t trust herself to speak. She swallowed hard as she
tried to hold back her tears. Kristoph reached and stroked her face, brushing
back a stray lock of hair from her forehead. Again, the look in her eyes
was unmistakeable.
“Do you really think I would betray you that way?” he asked.
“Even if I was that cruel, I would certainly not be so stupid as
to leave evidence of my crime in an unsecured diary entry.”
“Then… please…” she began. “Please tell
me WHAT business you have with… with ANY woman that you can’t
tell me about, or your clerk, or Lord Dvoratre. Or your mother, even.”
“My mother is involved in this sorry tale?” Kristoph sighed.
“Come on. There’s only one way to sort this out. Come with
me.”
“Where?” she asked.
“Just come with me,” he told her. “Bring Rodan, if you
like. She will enjoy the ride. But please come willingly, and put aside
all the suspicions that have poisoned your thoughts. Believe me, nothing
could be further from the truth.
Marion was heartened by that reassurance, at least. But she still felt
troubled as Kristoph brought her out to the car that waited on the driveway
outside the house. It was his own personal car, not one of the chauffeured
limousines. He settled Rodan in a safety seat in the back and Marion in
the passenger seat before sitting at the wheel.
Kristoph drove far faster than Marion ever did. He was much more sure
of his skills as a driver and of the topography he was travelling over.
Marion was surprised when she realised how far they had driven and even
more so when they arrived at their destination.
“Why are we here?” she asked as he parked the car in front
of the Lodge, the place where she and Kristoph often spent deeply passionate
and romantic weekends. She was disturbed to see that there was another
car already parked there. A small car very much like her own one.
A car owned by a woman.
“Who else is here?” she asked. “And WHY?”
“Come on,” Kristoph said as he got out of the car and lifted
Rodan from her car seat. He walked towards the open entrance to the pool
room. Marion followed him, dubiously.
When she saw Valena D’Arpexia sitting at the table by the pool,
calmly reading a book, she turned to Kristoph with an outraged expression.
“I told you already,” Kristoph said. “It isn’t
in any way what you think. Come and sit down with Valena. I’m going
to take Rodan to the kitchen and find her some ice cream.”
Marion did as he said, still dubious. Valena closed her book and put it
down on the table. Marion read the title upside down. It was rather pompously
titled “A Guide to the Inquisitor’s Examinations”.
“Kristoph has been so very helpful,” Valena said. “I
would never have managed to get through any of this without him.”
“You’re taking an examination?” Marion asked.
“Next week,” she answered. “I’ve been studying
for nearly a year now. I want to join the Inquisitor’s office. But
I have had to do it carefully, in secret…”
“Why?”
“Because my father said I could not do it. He wants me to make a
politically advantageous marriage and produce heirs. I may well do that
eventually, of course. But before I do, I want to make use of the law
degree I achieved at the academy. Only… it’s nearly three
hundred years since I graduated. I am very rusty and I was sure I was
going to fail completely. Until Kristoph….”
“He’s been tutoring you… Here?”
“A quiet, private place where my father has no eyes,” she
said. “Kristoph suggested it.”
Kristoph returned with Rodan, a large bowl of ice cream and the folding
high chair that was used when they visited the Lodge with her. He set
the child happily in her place and took a seat at the table.
“Lord Arpexia is adamant that his daughter should not work in any
government department,” Kristoph said. “He has very old-fashioned
ideas about a woman’s place, even a well educated one. I most certainly
differ with him on that matter, and when Valena came to me at the Magistry
last week and asked for a few hours of tuition to help her through the
examination, I was glad to help. Once she has passed the examination and
has been offered a position within the Inquisitor’s Office, Lord
Arpexia will not be able to forbid it without showing his unreconstructed
colours. But until then, I agreed to keep it a secret. I realise, now,
of course, that I should have let you, of all people, know what was happening,
Marion.”
“Well, YES,” she said. “I mean… if I had known…”
She looked at Kristoph, then at Valena. It WAS possible that they were
both lying to her.
But she didn’t think so. She had met Lord Arpexia once. Only the
once. And it was enough for her. He really did have old-fashioned ideas.
“I… hope you pass the exams,” she said to her. “There
aren’t enough women in power on Gallifrey. I wish you the best of
luck.”
“Thank you,” Valena said graciously.
“When Rodan has finished her ice cream, why don’t you and
her change into bathing suits,” Kristoph suggested. “You can
play with her in the pool for the afternoon. When I have completed the
revision programme worked out for this afternoon, I think Valena would
be delighted to join you for a little while. And I shall make tea for
everyone before we go our separate ways.”
Marion thought that sounded like a good plan. She took their fosterling
to the changing room and put her into a costume before blowing up a large
dolphin shaped swimming aid that they had bought in North Wales. She enjoyed
splashing and playing in the shallow end of the pool with her while Kristoph
continued teaching Valena. She glanced at them from time to time. A lot
of the teaching seemed to involve psychic projection from one to the other.
Marion had seen that done before here on Gallifrey. Kristoph’s vast
knowledge of the legal system, past cases, precedents and judgments was
passed on to Valena in short bursts of condensed information that her
brain was able to process.
After two hours, Kristoph said that they had done enough. He told Valena
to go and change into a bathing costume while he made everyone some nice
cold drinks. Marion brought Rodan from the pool and sat with her while
he did so.
“Marion…” Valena said when he was out of earshot. “You
didn’t really think that… you know… that Kristoph was
doing anything… inappropriate?”
“Well… I…” Marion began. Then she shook her head.
“No,” she said. “Of course not.”
Valena looked at her closely and Marion wondered if she was going to say
something else. She hoped not. She already knew she had let her imagination
run riot and allowed herself to be upset over nothing.
Valena nodded and smiled at her, and kept her own counsel on the matter.
Marion thought that she was going to make a very good and wise inquisitor.
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