Kristoph arrived home surprisingly early this Fris afternoon. He was happily
looking forward to a long warm summer evening in company with his wife,
and a peaceful weekend without the subject of politics ever coming up.
“Madam is in her garden, your Lordship,” Caolin said to him
as he helped him into a rest robe after a day in formal regalia. “She...
is not alone.”
He was slightly puzzled by his butler’s hesitation before saying
that, but he didn’t worry. Marion often had company in the afternoon.
He expected to see Lily or one of her other friends taking tea on the
patio outside the white drawing room with the scent of roses filling the
air from the beds laid out all around.
He was extremely surprised, not to say perplexed, when he saw Marion sitting
in a wicker chair with a small child on her knee and a large picture book
from which she was reading. He drew closer, recognising the story as one
of the Beatrix Potter tales. But he didn’t recognise the little
girl at all.
“Marion?” he touched her on the shoulder and she looked up.
He bent to kiss her tenderly. “Who is this?” He gently brushed
the child’s cheek. She was pale except for very small pink highlights
on her cheeks. She was blonde with light blue eyes that were tragically
sunken into her face. There were the tubes from an oxygen feed fixed into
her nostrils, and the miniature portable tank was fixed to her thin chest
with straps.
“Her name is Cally,” Marion answered. “Short for Callistra.
She’s three years old next week.”
“Why is she here?” Kristoph asked. “You were visiting
the hospital on Ventura this morning, of course. She must be a patient.
But why did you bring her home, and how?”
“Remonte brought me in his own TARDIS. He said he was sorry he couldn’t
stop to say hello to you. But he’s busy, as always. As for the rest...
let me finish the story and let her drop off to sleep and then I’ll
explain.”
Kristoph sat at the garden table under a parasol and Caolin brought refreshments.
He had a cup of English tea and smoked salmon sandwiches and watched as
Marion finished the story, lulling the little girl to sleep. Then she
began her explanation.
“Don’t be cross with me,” she said. “I know I
ought to have asked you. But there really wasn’t time. I had to
make all the arrangements quickly.”
“I’m not cross,” he answered. “But... she’s
obviously a very sick child. She must have come from the hospice?”
“The doctors think she has less than a month to live,” Marion
said. “She has no parents that anyone knows of. She was abandoned
in the hospice when she was only a few days old. She was born with a heart
defect, and it has become worse with every passing day. The strain on
her just getting through an ordinary day is terrible.”
“Poor child,” Kristoph commented sympathetically. “But
how is it that you have her here with you?”
“There’s nothing more to be done for her medically. In cases
like this, the children usually go home with their families, to live out
their last days in familiar, loving surroundings. But Cally has no home,
no family. I... I said that we... I... Kristoph... we can give her a home,
and all the love she needs for the very short time she has...”
“Oh, my dear...” Kristoph sighed deeply. “Marion...
it’s only been a few weeks since our own loss. Can you bear it...
to keep her close... to give her love... and watch her fade away from
you?”
“Can you?” Marion asked. “You’re much less experienced
with this sort of thing than I am. Time Lords don’t die very often.
But I’ve seen it. I know what to expect. Kristoph, every time I’ve
visited the hospital there are children I got to know who aren’t
there any more... who I will never see again. Brave little souls who’ve
gone through so much. It’s heartbreaking every time. But I can cope
with it. And if you have the strength for it... Cally needs our love.
She needs us.”
“Then she’ll have us. Absolutely she will.” Kristoph
wondered how he became the one whose strength of purpose was under question,
but he let it pass. He reached and took the child from his wife’s
arms. He cuddled her himself, taking care not to dislodge the oxygen canister.
“Poor little mite.” He touched her chest carefully. He could
feel her defective heart. The sound wasn’t right at all. He could
see how it would so easily give out. But it was beating softly now. She
had a very slight temperature that was causing those flushed spots on
her otherwise white cheeks. He gently drew it off and felt her sleep more
easily without the ache in her bones the fever would cause.
“You look so right like that,” Marion said. “With a
child on your knee.”
“There I was thinking that I looked right sitting on the Throne
of Rassilon in a high collar, presiding over the High Council.”
“You look magnificent like that,” Marion assured her. “And
I always thought you were amazing in your Magister’s gown. And in
your tweed suit as an English literature teacher, too. I’ve watched
you as a diplomat holding the balance of war and peace in your hands and
been so proud of you. And... I can only imagine how dashing you were as
Gallifrey’s answer to 007 in your younger days. But right now...
sitting there with a child snuggled up to you... that is a side of you
that outdoes all of the rest. You look so full of compassion.”
“Who wouldn’t have compassion for a child like this?”
Kristoph asked. “She feels so light. Not just her physical body,
but her soul... there is nothing to her. She hasn’t had the chance
to live. And she has such a short time left. I can feel it in her... like
a clock winding down. You’re right, Marion. We should make the most
of every day she has. Starting today. I came home early because I intended
to take you to the Lodge tonight. There is a very strong southern aurora
due an hour after sundown, coinciding with a splendid meteor shower. My
plan was to take you to see it on the southern plain. But I think if we
wrap her up warmly, this little one will enjoy the spectacle, too. And
tomorrow and S?re she will surely enjoy playing some gentle games in the
pool.”
“Oh, yes.” Marion smiled happily. “Yes, thank you, Kristoph.”
Caolin stepped quietly into the garden with a cold drink for Marion. Kristoph
took the opportunity to ask the butler to inform cook that they needed
a cold collation in a picnic hamper for this evening. That was all they
needed to bring with them. The lodge had a Wardrobe with many of the properties
of the one aboard the TARDIS. There would be clothes for Cally already
there, everything she needed.
They travelled by chauffeured car with a presidential guard in the passenger
seat and an escort car behind. They couldn’t even go to the Lodge
on their own these days. But Marion was used to that, now. And Kristoph
was happy enough since it meant he could be next to Cally as they travelled.
After her nap she was awake and alert now and had taken to him as much
as he had taken to her. He kept his arm around her as she sat in the child
seat they had originally fitted for Rodan. She didn’t talk very
much, even for a three year old. Spending her life in hospital had held
her back a little. But Kristoph seemed to understand her without words,
and she understood him.
The presidential guard made themselves unobtrusive when they reached the
Lodge. The ‘first family’ were only occasionally aware of
their presence. They ate a pleasant evening meal by the side of the swimming
pool built half in and half out of the building. Cally only had a very
meagre appetite but she sat on Kristoph’s knee and he tempted her
with the food from his own plate, sharing every morsel he ate with her.
By the time the meal was over, the sun was going down. Kristoph let Marion
take the child and dress her warmly for an adventure after dark. When
she was dressed in a hooded cloak that matched the one Marion wore over
her dress, they joined him out on the plain beyond the pool. He had laid
a blanket down among the thermally heated rocks that made that area warm
even in winter. It was like being surrounded by natural radiators. Cally
was in no danger of catching cold. She happily lay down on the blanket
between her two new parents and watched the amazing things the sky began
to do as the golden red, green and yellow lights of the aurora dancing
against the burnt orange starfield were joined by a myriad of tiny sparkling
meteors streaking down through the atmosphere.
Marion watched the display of nature’s wonders only part of the
time. She turned and looked at the wide, excited eyes of the child she
had adopted for a very short time and at Kristoph. He, too, found watching
his little family more interesting than the meteors and aurora.
“I love you,” Marion told him. “Thank you.”
When it was over, they stood up, feeling a little stiff. Marion carried
Cally. She was starting to get sleepy, now. Inside the lodge she let Kristoph
hold her again while she made her a cup of warm, sweetened cúl
nut milk in a special non-spill mug. She drank it before Kristoph carried
her to the bedroom. Marion undressed her and put her into a cot with a
special oxygen tent over it so that she didn’t have to have the
portable tank attached at night. There was also a heart monitor with a
small red LED display that Marion put on the bedside table. She looked
at the figures on it for a full five minutes before Kristoph switched
it off.
“Watch her, if you must watch anything. But not obsessively. She
isn’t going to die in the night.”
“Is that a promise?” Marion asked.
“Yes,” Kristoph answered. “Marion... I’ve held
her as much as you have today. I sensed her timeline. It was hard not
to. I know... just how long she has... how many days.”
“How many?” Marion asked. “No... don’t tell me.
I don’t think I want to know. It must be a terrible thing to have
knowledge like that. I couldn’t bear it. Just... tell me she’ll
still be with us tomorrow. I want her to eat moon fruits for breakfast
and swim in the pool with me.”
“She’ll be able to do that tomorrow,” Kristoph promised.
“Now, come to bed and go to sleep or you won’t be able to
do any of that. You’ll be too tired.”
She reluctantly did as he said. She kept her eyes on the cot as she went
to sleep, though. And she was awake before Kristoph in the morning, ready
to tend to Cally’s needs. She dressed her and gave her breakfast
by the poolside before taking her into the water, carefully supported
by a fat inflatable ring shaped like a duck. The water was comfortably
warm, heated by thermal energy from the rocks below the Lodge and they
played for hours. Kristoph came into the water, too, dressed in a pair
of swimming trunks. They had lunch by the pool, then Marion settled Cally
down for an afternoon nap in a day crib with a sunshade over it while
she enjoyed the sunshine. Kristoph stayed by her side and watched when
she, too, slept for a little while.
She woke in time to play with Cally again before and after tea. When the
sun went down on another beautiful day they dressed more fully and retreated
to the cosy drawing room of the Lodge where Kristoph sat and read a bedtime
story to Cally before taking her to her cot and kissing her goodnight.
“Kristoph,” Marion said when they lay together in the bed.
“Last night, I said I didn’t want to know how long.”
“Yes, you did,” Kristoph acknowledged.
“I think... actually... I DO want to know. Because then... Tell
me this much... will she make it to her birthday?”
“Yes, she will.”
“Good. Then I can plan something extra special for that day. But...
how long after that? I want to know so that... so that I know how many
other days I can make plans for. I don’t want to decide I’ll
take her somewhere special... plan it in my mind... and then... if she
didn’t get to do that, it would feel so bad. So tell me how many
days, and I can make plans for every day.”
Kristoph told her. Marion took the news philosophically.
“More than I expected,” she said. “But not as many as
I hoped.”
“But now you know,” Kristoph told her. “I’ll try
to make them special days, too. We’ll do lots of things, together.
The High Council can manage without me for a little while.”
Marion smiled and thanked him. Now she knew. She could make her plans.
“Goodnight, Cally, sweetheart,” she whispered. “Tomorrow,
we’ll play again.”
Then she turned over and let her husband hold her in his
arms as she went to sleep thinking of the too short number of days that
were ahead of her.
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