“Sir, her Ladyship is ill. You had better go to her at once.”
The words chilled Kristoph more than the cold of Domhan Fuar, the ice
world that had been their benign host for this past week. He literally
froze mid-step. Rodan gave a cry of distress.
“Maman!” she exclaimed mournfully, reverting to French, her
favourite language outside of Gallifreyan or English.
“No, my dear, you shouldn’t go to her, yet,” Kristoph
told her as his mind began to race ahead in compensation for the moment
of inaction. “Go to your room and ask your maid to get you food.
Eat something nice, and wait until I come for you, my little love.”
Rodan did as he said. Kristoph hurried to the bedroom he had shared with
his wife, not knowing what to expect. Was it her heart again, or something
else, something equally distressing to them all?
Another possibility thrust itself into his mind before he reached the
bedroom door.
No, he told himself as he stood with his hand upon the door knob. It couldn’t
be that. It would be too cruel.
Marion’s personal maid was with her in the room. She was gently
mopping her brow with a cool cloth.
“She has a very high temperature, while shivering as if cold, and
she is delirious,” the maid told him. “Her breathing is ragged,
and she has been coughing up fluid.”
“Marion is Human. Her normal temperature is higher than ours anyway,”
Kristoph reminded her. But when he touched her forehead he had to agree
that she was in a dangerous fever even for her species.
“How did she get so sick, so quickly?” he wondered aloud.
“I don’t know, sir,” the maid admitted. “She just
collapsed when she came into the habitat. We brought her to her bed, but
we didn’t know what else to do.”
Of course, Kristoph thought. Illness is so rare among Gallifreyans. They
hadn’t even thought of calling for medical help.
“Send for a doctor,” he demanded. “The people of this
planet are closer to Human than we are. Their physicians will better understand
her condition.”
One of his aides went at once to pass the message. Kristoph sat at his
wife’s side and grasped her hand tenderly.
“The first week I knew you, I had to look after you,” he whispered.
“You caught flu coming to lunch with me. I dosed you for five days
with a mixture of herbs that I learnt of from my mother. But I’m
not sure I can do that, this time, my love. This doesn’t look like
flu and the sort of herbs I need don’t grow in tundra.”
Marion stirred and murmured something. Even with his superior Gallifreyan
hearing he didn’t quite catch the words, but he felt that she was
forgiving him for not being able to do anything to make her better.
The doctor who arrived was, to his surprise, one of the tall, slender
Domhan women. Medicine was the province of the female gender on this planet.
She at once banished Kristoph from the bedside and made him wait by the
door as she made her careful and thorough examination.
At last she called Kristoph back to the bedside. He watched as the physician
injected medicine into Marion’s arm.
“She has a very severe case of a bacterial infection we call niúmóine,”
the physician said.
“Pneumonia,” Kristoph translated. Again his hearts felt cold.
“You said… severe. Is she going to die?”
“Now that I have begun treatment, I hope not,” the physician
replied. “But this coming night will be telling. She needs to be
kept warm and hydrated. I am sending for equipment to set up a saline
drip and an oxygen canopy around her to prevent further infection.”
The physician’s orders were quickly followed up. The comfortable
bedroom became an intensive care ward in a matter of minutes. Kristoph
went to talk to Rodan while it was being done.
“You can see your mama soon,” he promised. “But she
is still asleep and she won’t be able to talk to you. After you
have seen her, I want you to go to bed and sleep well, and don’t
worry. I am sure she will be feeling better in the morning.”
Rodan was reassured by that, though the sight of the drip and oxygen canopy
over the bed upset her. She hated that she couldn’t touch Marion
at all. She said goodnight, though, and went to her own bed as she promised.
Kristoph sat beside the bed and prepared for a night’s vigil. It
was far from the first time he had done that. When the plague hit Gallifrey
and Marion was so desperately affected he had stayed with her through
the worst nights. He had been with her through the awful end of those
failed pregnancies she had suffered.
“I’ll never leave you, my dear,” he promised. “Never.”
The worst thing was not being able to touch her. He desperately wanted
to hold her hand, but the physician had strictly forbidden it. He could
only look at her through the clear plastic cover under which fresh oxygen
was being circulated. He could see that her breathing was still troubled,
but she was holding her own.
Hope. The Human legend was well founded. All the troubles that escaped
from Pandora’s Box were accompanied by hope, the thing that gave
men reason to struggle against adversity. Time Lords needed it, too. They
didn’t have a legend about a curious woman with an inability to
follow rules, but they did have hope. Too often it was channelled into
ambition, hope for political or social advancement, but they had hope,
all the same.
He hoped that Marion would come through this illness. At the same time
he went over and over everything in his mind. Did she show any sign of
sickening for anything this morning when they rose early to watch the
sled race? Had she been all right when they were sitting in the grandstand?
He thought she was well, though he had to admit he hadn’t been looking
at her. He had been paying attention to the race.
“Why didn’t you tell me, sweetheart?” he asked, hardly
expecting an answer.
“Didn’t want… to spoil… Rodan’s day….”
This time he heard the words clearly, but when he looked she was unconscious
again. It was a hopeful sign, though. That had been an answer to his question.
For a few minutes, at least, she had been with him.
But there were very few other signs as the evening turned to a long night.
He was sitting for long hours in the half dark with one night light beside
the bed illuminating Marion’s pale face. Every so often a nurse
changed the saline pack and at regular interviews the physician herself
checked Marion’s vital signs and declared that she was not worsening,
though as yet there was little sign of improvement, either.
“These first hours are crucial,” the physician told him. “If
she has the strength to fight against the infection when it is at its
worst, then every hour after that will count in her favour.”
“I will fight for her,” Kristoph promised. The physician was
puzzled. She obviously thought he meant some kind of prayer, and the people
of Domhan Fuar knew well that the Time Lords of Gallifrey had no gods
– they WERE the gods of many other planets.
But that wasn’t what he meant, of course. He meant that he would
use his abilities as a strong, highly trained telepath to reach into her
body and find the source of the illness. The serum the physician had injected
into her blood and which she renewed every two hours, had attacked the
bacteria. It was almost gone from her body, but the inflammation of the
alveoli – the microscopic airsacs within her lungs – was still
severe. With the space within them restricted, breathing was painful and
every breath provided less oxygenated blood for her body.
There was nothing even he could do about the inflammation, but he could
at least bring down the fever, drawing the heat from her body into his
own and regulating his temperature by force of will. Bringing her temperature
to near normal stopped the shivering chills and the cold sweat, too. They
were a by-product of the fever as the body tried to compensate for the
dangerous heat.
He did that every time her temperature rose. It left him with aching bones
and a headache that almost blinded him for several minutes each time,
but it was the very least he would be prepared to suffer for Marion’s
sake.
Slowly the long night went by. They were deep under the ice, of course,
and it was impossible to know if it was daylight outside, but Kristoph
felt the difference in his soul. It was the change in atmosphere that
Bram Stoker had noted in his novel that even a Time Lord had appreciated.
“…but I could not help experiencing that chill which comes
over one at the coming of the dawn, which is like, in its way, the turn
of the tide. They say that people who are near death die generally at
the change to dawn or at the turn of the tide. Anyone who has when tired,
and tied as it were to his post, experienced this change in the atmosphere
can well believe it.”
The one thing Kristoph did not believe was that people near death were
more likely to die at the change to dawn. That was sheer superstition.
Even so, he was more awake and alert at that time than at any other time
during the night, willing Marion to fight against the illness that afflicted
her.
The new day had lit the ice fields and the glaciers, and the slightly
warmer tundra by the straits for three hours when there was a change for
the better. Marion still coughed painfully, and the nurse came to draw
off the fluids that might choke her if they were not removed from her
oesophagus, but her fever was broken and she shivered less. Her skin was
less clammy and unnatural. She murmured in her sleep even more and Kristoph
caught his own name whispered more than once.
“We can remove the canopy,” the physician said. “But
I will have an oxygen tank and mask on stand-by in case it is needed.”
At last, with that barrier removed, he could physically touch her. Kristoph
grasped his wife’s hand and was pleased when he felt her fingers
tighten around his.
“Marion,” he whispered. “I’m here for you, my
love. I will always be here for you.”
“I know,” she whispered back hoarsely. “I felt you there.”
“Don’t try to talk,” he said, putting his hand on her
forehead. “I can feel your thoughts and save you the trouble.”
“You should sleep,” she told him mentally. “You will
be tired.”
“As you perfectly well know, I am a Time Lord. I don’t need
sleep as much as others do. Besides, how could I sleep when you were in
such distress. My dear, why didn’t you tell me?”
“I didn’t know,” she answered. “I felt cold and
tired all day… even inside all the furs I was chilled. But I didn’t
want to complain. I didn’t want to seem weak. The people here on
this world….”
“The people of Domhan Fuar have bodies that are adapted to their
environment. Their blood is thicker and redder and contains more oxygen
than anyone other than the Inuits of your own world. Even the slender
women have fat layers just beneath the skin that protect them from the
cold. My species can regulate their body heat by the power of thought.
You, alone, were vulnerable, and you should have spoken up, sweetheart.
Nobody would have thought badly of you. Nobody would have thought you
weak, least of all, me.”
“I was silly, wasn’t I?”
“Yes, but you’re forgiven. Besides, it was my fault for not
noticing that you were uncomfortable.”
“I forgive you for that,” Marion replied.
“You already did,” Kristoph assured her. “Now, can you
manage to swallow a little honey mixture that will soothe your throat,
and then go back to sleep for a few more hours. There will be a worried
child awake in a bit, who will insist on seeing for herself that you are
on the mend.”
She took some of the soothing drink and then relaxed into a much more
normal sleep than at any time of the night. Yes, she was on the mend,
though it would be some days before she was ready to get up from her bed,
and some time after that before she was completely well.
As predicted, Rodan insisted on seeing Marion as soon as she was washed
and dressed, and before her breakfast. Her foster mother was awake and
sitting up, taking some oxygen through the face mask that she set aside
in order to hug the child.
“I’ll be in bed for a few days,” she said. “But
after that I’ll be all right. You’re not to worry. Aren’t
you going for a sled ride yourself today? You’ll enjoy that. And
you can tell me all about it when you get back.”
As soon as Rodan had gone from the room Marion reached for the oxygen
again, then had to set it aside as she coughed painfully. She was far
from well, yet. That audience with the child had exhausted her. When the
coughing fit was over, Kristoph made her lie down with the mask on and
rest. He talked to her telepathically, relieving her from the struggle
to speak as she fell into a deep sleep.
When she woke again a few hours later, she drank some more honey mixture
and had some soup. Then a little more honey mixture and a dose of medicine.
Kristoph meanwhile explained to her the revised plans he had discussed
with his aides during the morning.
“I have cancelled all but one of the last four places we were meant
to visit,” he said. “I would bring us all home to Gallifrey
straight away except that the one exception is a place that is very therapeutic
and will do you good. It is also important for another reason, and it
has taken a lot of planning to visit that world at all. Can you bear another
week of bedrest and then a visit to a place that I have heard is NEVER
cold before we go home to Gallifrey?”
“Home to Gallifrey!” Marion smiled beneath the oxygen mask.
“That sounds good. But I can wait a little bit longer for a visit
to a planet where it is never cold. Especially if it is important to you.”
Kristoph smiled, too, though he felt a sudden pang of homesickness himself.
Home to Gallifrey almost did seem the more tempting idea. But going to
the sacred Time Lord planet of SangC'lune first WAS important.
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