Marion turned over lazily on the soft, luxurious towel spread upon the
sauna bench. Kristoph had stopped massaging oil impregnated with one of
Aineytta’s recipes for relaxation into her shoulders and was pouring
water over the fragrant logs in the burner. She couldn’t help noting
what a fine figure he was for a man of his age – over four thousand
years – with a light bronze all over tan that had been finished
off, after their sojourn in Brazil, on a private beach near Hillary’s
lighthouse on Haollstrom where nobody worried about nudity.
He saw her looking and returned to his massage duty willingly. Marion
relaxed again and savoured the fact that they were able to take a long
sauna mid-afternoon on a weekday with the autumn Session of the High Council
in full sitting far away in the Capitol. Those things no longer concerned
Kristoph. He was, he said to anyone who asked – and many had done
so in the past weeks - done with politics.
“Do you have any regrets?” Marion asked.
“I regret not ordering more of the Plains Pine logs,” he answered.
“Those are the last. Cúl nut wood isn’t quite so fragrant.”
She meant about his resignation from the Presidency and from the High
Council. He knew that, of course, but took his time answering.
“No,” he said at last. “No regrets at all. I feel a
weight lifted from my shoulders – and not just that blasted Sash
and the wretched collar. I feel cleaner, away from the ingrained dirt
of political intrigue. And I feel so free that I am here at the Lodge
on a weekday, enjoying myself without any nagging feeling that I ought
to be somewhere else, doing something more important.”
That was the truth, but Marion knew it was only a temporary feeling. Kristoph
was not a man who could spend more than a few days in lazy pursuits like
this. It was a wonder he hadn’t yet arranged to introduce hang-gliding
to the high bluffs of the southern plains.
“If you’re not going to return to the Magisterial office,
you will need some way to occupy yourself,” Marion pointed out.
“I can’t quite see you as ready to sit down and write your
memoirs.”
“If I BEGAN to write my memoirs the Celestial Intervention Agency
would descend upon me with a vengeance,” Kristoph replied. “I
know too many things that should never be written down.”
“Then what will you do? Not a diplomatic post, please. I really
don’t feel that I want to live away from Gallifrey for any length
of time.”
Kristoph may have been surprised by Marion’s heartfelt objection
to diplomatic work, but he didn’t show it.
“I am going to be a teacher again,” he announced. “Of
all the professions I have pursued in my long lifetime the most satisfying
was when I was a teacher of English literature in Liverpool – even
if that was merely a cover for more sinister work.”
Marion knew full well what that sinister work was. It all seemed so long
ago and far away, now, as if it had all concerned two other people.
“If you hadn’t been doing that, we would not have met,”
she reminded him.
“Indeed. That is one reason why I remember it as a particularly
happy time. But teaching is a satisfying occupation.”
“I always think so,” Marion noted. “I hope to go back
to the estate school, myself, now that I am feeling healthier.”
“If they can bear the thought of the former Lord High President
teaching them, I should like to coach some of the students getting ready
for the Academy entrance examinations,” Kristoph confirmed. “But
I also intend to spend some time at the Desert School. There is much I
can teach those boys.”
Marion stiffened warily. She was only too aware that the campus in the
Red Desert where an increasing number of students were now studying amidst
the hardships and challenges of the most hostile environment on the planet
was formerly a Celestial Intervention Agency training camp. When he said
he had much he could teach the boys it was worrying.
“I meant Gallifreyan history and some extreme camping,” he
said, reading her thoughts before she expressed them aloud. “I would
never encourage any of those boys to join the Celestial Intervention Agency.
That is a career choice they must come to without any outside influence
or coercion.”
“Good,” Marion pronounced. “I know you served Gallifrey
honourably through the Agency, but it is dangerous, ugly work, not to
be glamorised for impressionable youngsters. Let them decide when they
are old enough to make such a decision with clarity of mind and purpose.”
“Meantime, they will learn to judge direction and distance when
the Dark Territory has made a compass useless and the landmarks are obscured
by sandstorms and how to make a fire in the cold of night without sonic
tools. Those are skills any boy should know, even if they plan a career
in the civil service.”
“What possible use would those skills be in the civil service?”
Marion asked, laughing at the thought of campfires among the desks and
computer banks of that sombre government department.
“They can always escape the mind-numbing tedium of that work with
an adventure weekend in the desert,” Kristoph replied.
“Excellent point. I suppose this means you will be away from home
for long weekends yourself, taking the boys on those outward bound expeditions.”
“Perhaps once a month. Other days, when I am merely teaching history,
I shall be gone only for a few hours. And I won’t forget that we
need weekends to ourselves, either. I know you want to renew your acquaintance
with Mr Edward Morgan Forster and I haven’t forgotten our invitation
to the premiere of Madonna Della Rio’s latest film. Hillary wants
us to attend a couple of functions on Haollstrom, too. We have a busy
social calendar.”
“I would like some quiet weekends at home or here at the Lodge,
too,” Marion reminded her husband. “The autumn is almost turning
to winter and I have barely looked to see if the Cúl nut trees
are bearing fruit. And Rodan expects me to take tea with her at least
once a fortnight. She is becoming quite an accomplished hostess in her
little home.”
“We will certainly do that,” Kristoph promised. “Shall
we go and shower now, and have a little afternoon tea? I think we have
stayed quite long enough in the sauna. Even Gallifreyan skin is liable
to dry out after a while.”
They showered together, making the most of the fact that the Lodge was
in a remote part of the southern plain and they no longer had Presidential
Guards strategically placed around the area. They could enjoy a little
spontaneous passion with the cooling water streaming down their bodies.
When they were dried and dressed they came to the lodge’s unusual
lounge-dining area beside a semi-open-air swimming pool. The doors were
closed, presently, cutting off the outside section. The sky over the southern
plain in the month of Octima was a muddy yellow-grey and it was raining
hard. Inside it was warm and comfortable. Kristoph floated Chinese lantern
boats on the pool since neither of them wanted to swim today and they
created a pleasant atmosphere as they ate their tea and then settled down
on the comfortable sofa together.
“There is something else we ought to talk about,” Kristoph
said as they watched the evening draw in and the sky darken to a starless
deep brown. The rain was even harder now and before embarking upon the
important matter he had waited to bring up he closed the curtains over
all of the windows shutting the outside world from sight and sound.
“I know what it is,” Marion answered him. “We’ve
both avoided the subject for a long time, but we really must talk about
it. You’re thinking about the fact that we have been married for
ten years and we still do not have a child.”
“A son of our own would complete our lives,” Kristoph said.
“Besides, it is expected… the Patriarch of an Oldblood House
must have an heir.”
“Yes.” That ‘must’ was a loaded word for them
both. They said nothing at all for a few minutes as both tried to find
a way to express the deep emotions evoked by this subject.
“When I see how happy Jared and Mia are, with their two beautiful
children….” Marion didn’t need to finish the sentence.
Kristoph didn’t need any mind reading, either, to know what she
didn’t have to say.
“I suppose it is obvious that my decision to spend more time with
the boys at the Desert Camp is because I see them as surrogate sons,”
Kristoph admitted.
“I’ve known that for a long time. I felt jealous, at first,
and then a little guilty for feeling that way, knowing how much you liked
being with the boys. Then I felt as if I had let you down, because you
want a son of your own so much – a boy you can teach all those survival
skill to and take a special pride in.”
“My dear, I never want you to feel that way,” Kristoph assured
her. “You have not let me down. You never will. We both know that
a child will be born of our union in the course of time. But I think we
ought to decide that the time is not yet. We should not break our hearts
worrying about the matter. You have decided to teach again. Enjoy that
wonderful occupation for a while. I shall be doing the very same, this
time. We shall have the joy of seeing young people grow mentally and physically
under our care. That will be enough for the present.”
“We can’t wait forever,” Marion reminded him. “I’m
not a Gallifreyan woman.”
“I know. But a year or two without the anxiety, without feeling
either of us is under pressure, will be good for us both. When we are
ready, when we both feel it is time to go down that road, we will do so
together. Meantime we shall enjoy our friends’ children without
envy or regret. We will not be discouraged or dismayed by subtle and not
so subtle hints about the continued lack of a de Lœngbærrow heir.”
“Yes,” Marion agreed, though she knew nothing would ever stop
her buying little dresses for Mia Reidluum’s infant daughter or
feeling a lump in her throat when she attended the naming ceremonies of
children born to the household staff of Mount Lœng House. “Yes,
I think we should wait a little longer.”
Now that it was said out loud, now that the decision was
taken by them both, she allowed herself a deep sigh. It was a relief in
so many ways. Kristoph, too, looked as if a weight almost as great as
that he bore when he put on the Sash of Rassilon had been taken from him.
He reached out to kiss his wife and she responded warmly. With that very
important matter settled between them they could make love purely for
mutual enjoyment, and they did so, safe in the knowledge that they were
alone in their Lodge on the southern plain.
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