Kristoph drove her on her first day. He was going to see
the manager of the mine as part of his new responsibilities as patriarch
of the Lœngbærrow House. In future, she insisted, she would
drive herself, but she really didn’t mind travelling with him this
once.
She felt just a little nervous. It WAS her first day as a teacher, after
all, even if she was not earning her living by it. She was still worried
about getting it wrong.
“You will be fantastic,” Kristoph assured her as he stopped
the hover car by the front door of the school. If she had any ideas at
all about running away, it was too late at that point, because the headmistress
appeared at the door, along with a representative sample of the students.
Kristoph kissed her and squeezed her hand and wished her luck. He watched
from the car as she walked towards the reception committee and had to
cope with being curtseyed to by the headmistress and presented with a
bouquet of flowers by the students. Not at all the way it would have happened
if she had taken a job at any school in Liverpool.
“Oh, please don’t do that,” Marion begged as the headmistress
curtseyed to her again. You’re the boss here in the school. I’m
only here to take a few classes a week.”
“We’re honoured that you are here, Ladyship,” the headmistress,
Madam Malcuss told her. “And indebted. We have need of teachers.”
She was escorted to the kindergarten classroom. The children must have
been tutored to expect her, because they all stood and curtseyed and bowed
as she was presented to them. It really was getting embarrassing. She
felt like she was on a royal visit, not preparing to teach them. But at
last the headmistress left her to get to know her pupils for herself.
“First of all,” she said. “You don’t need to bow
to me. Just sit quietly when I’m talking and that will be enough.
Secondly…” She looked around and saw a big vase on the windowsill
and there was a tap with water in the corner. She filled the vase and
put the bouquet of flowers in it and put them on her desk. They looked
nice. Then she turned to the children, who were sitting quietly even though
she WASN’T talking. It was up to her now to teach them. Everything
she knew about teaching kindergarten or reception class was useless, though.
These children already knew how to read and write and do advanced mathematics.
Those skills were taught by what she thought a very unpleasantly named
process, ‘brain bursting’ in which all of the necessary information
and skills were put into their heads telepathically. Her job was not to
teach them to read and write and count, but to encourage their minds to
grow with stimulating lessons that would teach them to think and to use
the skills they already had.
She was prepared to stimulate them with a little of her
own culture. She took a book from her bag and went to the window where
there was a padded seat she could sit on comfortably. There was a panoramic
view of the great plain beyond and a range of mountains in the far distance.
The plain and the mountains were covered in snow and that seemed completely
appropriate as she began to read The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe
to them.
They had little trouble understanding the story. Although they were four
and five year olds they were far in advance of Human four and five year
olds mentally. The books they read still had pictures on each page and
less words per page than an adult book, but they were real stories that
stretched the imagination. They needed a short explanation of the Human
setting, the war and the idea of evacuation, but then they identified
fully with the characters and listened intently. It was only when Lucy
went through the wardrobe and met her first faun that the clash of cultures
really became a problem. Marion found herself utterly unable to describe
a faun to them. She looked at the fifteen pairs of wide and interested
eyes and wondered what to do about it.
Then a little girl with long hair tied in a pony tail and big brown eyes
stood up and came to sit on the seat next to her. Marion was surprised
when the girl touched her forehead and she felt the same feeling that
she got when Kristoph touched her mind. Only this was much gentler. It
felt more like a freshwater spring trickling through her immediate thoughts.
The girl, whose name she knew as Rowetta, took her hand away but the feeling
was still there. She put out her hands in front of her. Marion read again
about the faun and Rowetta created a tiny hologramlike, three dimensional
image that stood on her palm. The other children put out their hands and
did the same.
“It’s all right, Madam,” said a little boy called Callim.
“We can all see the pictures now.”
She carried on reading and as the story was peopled with beavers and wolves,
snow queens and dwarves and much more, all she had to do was visualise
them in her mind and the children could create them for themselves.
“Is it a real place?” she was asked when she put aside the
story mid-morning and the children drank a cúl nut protein drink
that Marion thought tasted like malted milk.
“A real place?” That was a tough question. She had always
liked to think it was when she was a child. As an adult, logic told her
it wasn’t. But then she had stepped aboard the TARDIS and its doors
had opened into worlds even more fantastic than Narnia. “Yes, I
think it might be,” she said. “Somewhere in the universe it
must be.”
In the second half of the morning the children used what they had learnt
creatively. They created pictures and models of the creatures they never
knew existed before this day. And of course they weren’t just stick
figures and blobs of paint. Tiny fingers took up pencils and paint brushes
or modelling clay and produced realistic and detailed representations
of Narnia and its people.
Marion walked around the classroom watching them work and wondered if
the children of Gallifrey lost out in any way by not beginning simply,
with stories about whether Spot Can Run and painting blobs that didn’t
look anything like mummy and daddy except perhaps to get the colour of
mummy’s dress about right. There was a whole module she had learnt
at teacher training college about the way the child’s mind sees
the world and represents it in those blobs of colour, an entire psychology
theory based around the way those blobs evolve into more meaningful stick
figures with the right number of limbs and increasingly more detail to
the faces as their minds grow and their understanding of the world widens.
But Gallifreyan children already had a wide view of their
world. Was that a good thing or a bad thing? Did anyone but her wonder
about it?
She asked Kristoph about it when he met her at midday to
take her to lunch with his brother at the boathouse, his new home next
to the Dower House where the former Lord and Lady de Lœngbærrow
had retired to. She had expected him to dismiss the idea out of hand,
but he didn’t. He considered it carefully. So did Remonte when he
mentioned it as they ate lunch.
“I’m not sure Marion isn’t right,” Remonte admitted.
“We do rush the little ones through their learning curve. But it
is necessary. They have a lot they have to learn in a very short time.
They must be equipped.”
“Equipped for what?” Marion asked. Then she remembered what
Kristoph had told her a while ago, about a ritual that takes place with
children as young as eight years old. Facing the Untempered Schism, a
window into the whole of the universe and all of time. A test to determine
which of the children of Gallifrey are fitted to enter the great Time
Lord academies. She thought of the little ones she had been teaching this
morning, wide eyed with wonder as they learnt about beavers and fauns
for the first time and let their imaginations envelop an imaginary world
of fantasy. In as little as four years time they would have the entire
universe pressed into their minds. It hardly seemed possible that they
could take it.
“It’s cruel,” she whispered.
“Yes,” Remonte agreed. “It IS. It is… it is something
I could not begin to describe to you, Marion. YOUR mind would burn out
in the attempt. It is shocking, frightening beyond words. It is the end
of childhood innocence in so many ways. In an instant, just for that instant,
we know everything that ever was and is and ever will be. It goes again
in a moment, but afterwards, we are changed. Of course we ARE still children.
We don’t even enter the academy until we’re twenty-five. But
the selection is made early. Our destinies are set from then on.”
“Our destinies are set long before then,” Kristoph answered.
“But facing the Untempered Schism is the defining moment.”
“I fainted,” Remonte said. “Not facing it, not at the
moment. Afterwards, when my head felt my own again, I fainted. I woke
up at home, in my own bed, and I was certain I had failed. I thought I
would never be Time Lord, never match up to my brother who was talked
of in such hushed tones in the house. We thought you were dead, of course,
brother. I was born for the sole purpose of fulfilling YOUR destiny and
I thought I had failed at the first hurdle.”
“Fainting is permitted, I think,” Kristoph said. “You
came out of it with your mind intact and knew who you were, still. And
you have your OWN destiny to fulfil. I have mine.”
Marion thought of those youngsters she had been teaching. Destiny seemed
a big word to apply to a little girl with her hair in a pony tail and
eyes like saucers, or a little boy who delighted in making an exact scale
model of a centaur in clay. The thought of any of them being mentally
destroyed by this strange, terrifying ritual they had to face in a few
short years saddened her.
“It is their right to do so,” Kristoph assured her. “They
have the right to be tested and stand with the Oldbloods and Newbloods,
those who are born and bred with the sole purpose of being Time Lords.
Yes, it will be an ordeal for them. But you are helping fit them for it.”
“Am I?” Marion asked. “I was wondering that, too. I
spent the morning reading them a fantasy story. How does that help?”
“It widens their imagination. They have already taken a glimpse
outside the universe. If I recall the story, Narnia is beyond the Created
Universe, is it not? Beyond the eternity the Schism shows us. And you’ve
taught them what beavers and fauns look like. That’s an achievement
in itself. You showed them something they had never encountered before
in Gallifreyan legends or in the flora and fauna of our world. And they
all managed to create an image with their minds?”
“Yes, they did,” she answered.
“Then that was a powerful exercise in the use of their telepathic
skills, too. Creating an image of something previously unknown to them.
Yes, Marion, you are fitting your little ones for the day when they face
Eternity. You’re doing them proud.”
Marion sighed happily. She was relieved to know that she was doing it
right, after all. Her first morning as a teacher had been a success.
“If you’ve had enough of teaching,” Kristoph said to
her. “I thought we might drive to the Lodge after lunch. An afternoon
in the pool and sauna?”
“Mmmm,” Marion agreed. “A lovely idea.
But I haven’t got my swimming costume with me.”
“Neither have I,” Kristoph answered. “But I rather thought
that wouldn’t matter. We didn’t need them when we were on
our honeymoon.”
Marion sighed again. But a different kind of sigh. She
had been a teacher all morning. Now Kristoph wanted her as his newly married
bride again. Later, as she reminded him, they would have to go home and
get ready for dinner at the home of the High Inquisitor and she would
be Lady de Lœngbærrow, immaculately dressed and observing all
the protocols of a formal dinner in High Gallifreyan Society. Adapting
to each of those roles was the truly exhausting part of this new life
of hers.
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