Marion walked into her day bedroom and was astounded to
find it was occupied. One of the two people engaged in frantic lovemaking
beneath the covers was her maid, Rika. The other she recognised immediately,
too. Neither had noticed her. When she backed out of the room they were
not even aware of the door closing.
She sat in the drawing room and waited. Several minutes later, Rika came
out of the bedroom. She was neatly dressed in the crisp linen of a maid’s
uniform, with a pin identifying her as a servant of the House of Lœngbærrow.
Her hair was neatly arranged. Only her face gave her away. When she entered
the drawing room she was flushed, but when she saw Marion her face paled
as if the blood had been drained from her body.
Her brother in law, Remonte, emerging behind her personal maid, looked
even more distraught.
“I thought you were going to Lady Patriclian’s house for the
day,” he said.
“They have a burst water pipe in the kitchen,” Marion replied.
“Plumbing is something that affects even Gallifreyans. Lady Patriclian
is coming here for lunch instead. Rika, will you please fetch tea for
two. Remonte and I have some things to talk about. And when you have done
that, I think the day bedroom will need attending to.”
Rika scurried away to do her mistress’s bidding. Remonte stood silently
until Marion told him to sit down. She said nothing else until Rika had
brought the tea, as well as a selection of neatly cut sandwiches. Even
then she only asked him if he wanted sugar and milk in his tea.
“Marion…” he protested. “Don’t… don’t
torture me.”
“We’re just having tea,” she said. “It’s
my favourite English brand. But surely that’s not torture to you?”
“You know what I mean. You saw…”
“Yes.”
“I’m not….” He began then stopped. Marion handed
him a cup of tea and he took a gulp of it. He put the cup down and looked
at her pleadingly. “Marion, please understand… I’m not…
we’re not… This was not a sordid matter of a master taking
advantage of a servant. I LOVE her.”
“Well, I should hope you do,” Marion answered. “How
does she feel about you?”
“She loves me.”
“How long has it been going on? How did it begin?”
“We… I danced with her at your Christmas party, and found
her charming company. A pretty young woman, and once she got over being
awed by me, a High Councillor and a son of an Oldblood House, she talked
to me so pleasantly. I found ways to meet her, to spend time in her company.
And… we became lovers. She is not… She refused me at first.
She is a good woman. She knows her duty. She knows that what we are doing
is wrong. But our feelings for each other could not be satisfied by stolen
kisses. We needed each other.”
“Well, at least you’re not just USING her,” she told
him coldly. “I would be so disappointed in you. But do you have
any idea how foolish you are being? If you are discovered…”
“We’ve already been discovered,” Remonte answered bitterly.
“I mean by somebody who would use this to discredit you. I know
the servants are all loyal, but even so, an accidental remark…”
“You don’t have any idea how lonely I have been. My wife…”
“I know about your wife, Remonte. I know all about it. And I DO
understand. But you CAN’T. You have to end this NOW. If not for
your own reputation, then for Kristoph’s. You are committing adultery
in HIS house.”
Lord Oakdaene commits adultery with a mistress he keeps on Munucea X.
EVERYONE knows about it. Would it be better if I sent her there?”
“No, it would certainly not be,” Marion answered. “And
I won’t even go into how hypocritical it is if EVERYONE knows about
it, considering the fuss that Idell made about Kristoph and I taking a
quiet trip offworld before our Alliance. Sometimes, Gallifreyan society
disgusts me. But I rather hoped THIS family could rise above the depths
Lord Oakdaene wallows in.”
The rebuke hit home. Remonte looked as if he was on the point of crying,
except that he was a Gallifreyan, and couldn’t. He seemed scared
of what she might say or do next.
“What are you going to do?” Remonte asked. “Rika…
Please don’t dismiss her. She loves working for you.”
“I have no complaints about her work,” Marion answered. “Why
should I dismiss her? But what are YOU going to do?”
“I am going to love her, whenever I can,” he replied. “I
won’t give her up. I am trapped in a loveless marriage to a woman
who denies me even the chance to see my son. Rika gives me some warmth
and comfort, the relief a man needs from the cares of the universe. I
will not…. I will not give her up.”
“I don’t intend to try. But do this one thing. Tell Kristoph.
You CAN’T keep doing this under his roof and hope to keep it secret.
And I don’t want to tell tales. So YOU tell him.”
Remonte nodded sadly. He knew what his brother would say.
He finished his tea and then politely dismissed himself from her presence
and left the room. Marion waited a few minutes and as she expected, Rika
came through from the bedroom.
“Madam…” she began.
“Rika,” Marion said to her. “Come here. Sit down…”
“Sit down?”
“Yes, sit down, here. On a chair. Would you like a cup of tea?”
“I have never drunk… tea…” she answered.
“Try it,” Marion told her. “Come on… You can’t
tell me it isn’t done for a servant to sit and drink tea with the
mistress of the house. I think we are far beyond what is done and not
done in an Oldblood House.”
Rika sat. She let Marion pour her a cup of tea. She drank it slowly.
“The door to the day bedroom was open. So I suppose you must have
heard what Remonte and I said…”
“Madam… a servant learns NOT to hear what is said in the private
rooms of the house.”
“Good answer. But in this case, I think not true?”
Rika nodded hesitantly.
“DO you love him?”
“With both my hearts, madam,” she replied. “He is a
good, kind man. And I know… I know we were wrong to… But I
love him. I AM ashamed that I have become… what I never thought
I should… a ~$%&£…”
Marion was startled by the unfamiliar Gallifreyan word. It roughly meant,
in English, a harlot, and Marion thought that completely unfair. Remonte
had pursued her with that intent. He had ‘persuaded’ her to
give in to his physical needs. She wondered about that. Rika was a servant,
Remonte the brother of the master of the house. How could she say no to
him? It was just like in the nineteenth century when big houses in England
had so many servants and they had almost no chance of saying no to their
employer’s demands. Rika was very little better off. Did she give
in to Remonte because she thought she had no choice? Because if she did,
then Marion knew another word for that, and it wasn’t LOVE.
“No, Madam,” Rika insisted. “He was gentle with me.
He did nothing until I told him it was all right. I wanted HIM just as
much. I know he is a High Councillor and an important man. And for me
to love him… But I DO.”
Kristoph and Remonte’s mother, of course, had dared to love an Oldblood,
despite being a servant in just the same position in the household. The
difference, though, was that Lord de Lœngbærrow was not married at
the time and was free to make her his wife. Remonte was not.
“Is it true, madam,” Rika asked. “That on your planet
a man who is not happy in his marriage may dispose of his wife…”
“Dispose…” Marion tried to suppress the image of Idell
chopped up into pieces and stuffed into a black bin liner. Rika looked
startled. Of course, she was Gallifreyan, even if she was a servant. She
must have at least a low level of telepathy.
“Madam…” She blushed. “It is utterly rude of a
servant to read the mind of an employer. I am sorry. But that… NO,
I didn’t mean THAT at all.”
“Nor did I,” Marion admitted. “I think disposed wasn’t
the right word. Something was lost in translation. I think the word you
mean is divorce. And I know there is no such provision here on Gallifrey.
Even though a wife can be set aside, as Idell has been, Remonte IS still
married to her.”
“There is precedence for a man to take a second wife if the first
cannot produce an heir. But as Idell HAS had a baby, that cannot be the
case here. I can never be his lover openly. It must be in secret. And…
I beg of you, madam… please don’t… Don’t stop
us. I know we are doing a terrible thing. But… But I cannot give
him up. I love him.”
Marion looked at her. She had been angry with Remonte, for risking shame
on the household, risking embarrassment to Kristoph. And he WAS wrong
to do this. But yet, looking at it from Rika’s point of view, she
saw only an unfair system that forced Remonte to remain married to Idell
and prevented them from being together. And it WAS unfair. Remonte should
have been free to find REAL love, to marry Rika and make her his lady
as Kristoph had made HER, as their father had married Aineytta and let
her rise above the social position she was born into. It WASN’T
fair.
But what could she do? Apart from assure Rika that she would not be dismissed.
And what WOULD Kristoph say?
She did her best not to let her worry spoil her lunch with Calliope. And
she certainly didn’t discuss that matter with her friend. Rika,
for her part, acted as the perfect Lady’s maid all through the day.
Remonte stayed well away from Marion’s rooms. She didn’t see
him until supper time when Kristoph finally returned home, weary from
a difficult day.
“You are so tired, these days,” she said to him as they ate
their meal together. “You were never so weary looking when you taught
English literature in Liverpool.”
“In Liverpool, teaching English literature,” he answered.
“The worst I could do to anyone is give them a bad mark for an essay.
As Magister… I may have to condemn a man to death. Sometimes, I
wish I COULD be a teacher of English Literature again. I envy you in your
happy work at the estate school, nurturing young minds. But we must all
do our duty. And at least I have you to come home to, to ease my troubled
mind.” He smiled at Marion and reached to touch her hand. She smiled
back, but she knew that there was still trouble to deal with in their
own home tonight. Remonte had not said anything over their meal, of course.
But Marion made an excuse to leave the table. She went to her private
drawing room. Rika came in, looking nervous, but Marion told her she did
not need her tonight and that she could go to her room, quietly.
“Madam…” Rika said. “Thank you. But… What
will come of me? They… His Lordship is very angry. There was shouting…”
“You are MY maid,” Marion answered. “It is for me to
decide. And I am certainly not going to dismiss you. Have no fear.”
That reassured her. She went away calmly. Marion waited for Kristoph to
finish ‘shouting’. She knew he would come to her afterward.
She wondered if he would be angry with her, too.
Kristoph came to find her after a while. He looked even more weary than
before. He sat on the same chair Remonte had sat in earlier and looked
at her for a long time.
“Remonte…” he said at last. “He told me everything.
The whole sordid story. The girl…”
“Rika…” Marion cut in quickly. “Don’t call
her ‘the girl’ as if she is nobody. And… she is my responsibility,
not yours. She is MY maid. I have already told her she will not be fired.
So don’t countermand me.”
“I have no intention of doing so,” Kristoph assured her. “You
are perfectly right. But… you should know that Remonte has refused
to end the affair. In fact, I think he intends to take her to his bed
tonight. He said something to that effect as he walked out of the drawing
room.”
Marion sighed.
“He really LOVES her,” she said. “We ought to be giving
them both our blessing. The rules of this society are the only thing standing
in their way.”
“The only way I could stop him is by acting on my right as primogeniture
and cutting him off financially and morally from the family. And I can’t…
I won’t do that to him. But those ARE our laws, and if he is discovered…
adultery… A public flogging, the disgrace… he would lose his
position. Mine would be shaky. He could ruin us all.”
“Then… It seems to me that we have to protect
them,” Marion said. “Protect their secret. Can we do that?
I would like them both to be happy.”
Kristoph shook his head. “Secrets like that don’t keep on
Gallifrey. One of the other servants will talk. Something will slip out.”
“I think we have to try,” Marion said.
“I think you are right. But it cannot end well. Remonte is playing
with fire.” He sighed and reached out his hands to his wife. “My
dear… You did well. Remonte told me how you acted with such Ladylike
dignity in the face of all of this. Well done. I am proud of you, at least.
My wife, and my Lady.”
Then he reached and kissed her. And only then did the
cares begin to lift from his face. At least she could do that for him,
Marion thought as his kisses deepened. She helped him forget his troubles
for a little while, though her own thoughts turned on Remonte and Rika
and she wondered what would come of them.
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