Kristoph was already dressed in a fine black robe with
silver detail, formal wear for the dinner party that was to take place
in a few hours time. The guests would be arriving soon and he would receive
them. Marion had finally been persuaded to rest for most of the afternoon
after spending the morning anxiously overseeing all the details of the
menu, table arrangements and even the polishing of the silverware and
the crystal chandeliers in the grand dining room. She was awake again
now and bathing before dressing for their anniversary celebration.
Kristoph went to the drawing room and poured a glass of the best single
malt that he had brought back from his last trip to Earth. A warm log
fire warmed and cheered the room but he stood by the window and looked
out at the falling snow. A year ago this day it had snowed, too, but he
had been mostly unaware of it. The day was so taken up by their Alliance
of Unity.
A year. Not the best of years, perhaps. There had been so many difficulties.
Marion’s early miscarriage had been the first sorrow they had shared
in their marriage. Then there was the worry about his brother’s
affair with Rika and the attacks on Marion, the death of Idell and the
consequences of that for them all. Remonte’s happy marriage to Rika
was the one bright spot in all of that.
And for himself and Marion, despite the problems, a year of blissful love
that was consummated by her second pregnancy. He smiled as he looked forward
to the birth of his child in the coming year. That happy thought drove
away all the less happy memories that had marred this first year of his
married life.
At least it did at first. But then he felt something come upon him that
had happened two or three times before in recent weeks. Only this time
it came much stronger than ever. It was a feeling of terrible sadness
that overwhelmed him completely. His hearts pounded in his breast as he
felt a grief such as he had never felt before and knew that it was, somehow,
a foreboding of future events. He staggered under the emotional strain
of it, gripping the velvet drapes at the window. His eyes couldn’t
focus on the snow-covered garden outside, and a cold sweat broke out on
his suddenly pale, clammy face.
“Kristoph!” From somewhere in the depths of his despair he
heard a familiar voice call to him and he was aware of a hand on his shoulder.
He turned to see Lily standing by him, dressed in an elegant gown that
matched the snow-scene outside. He reached out and grasped the hand she
offered and found himself pressing his head against her shoulder as she
embraced him willingly.
“Lily,” he whispered. “I…”
“Come,” she said, gently guiding him away from the window
and sitting him down in front of the warm fire. She noted that he had
spilled a drink by the window. She went to the cabinet and poured a fresh
glass of the Earth liquor he enjoyed so much and pressed it into his hand.
As the fiery taste burned his throat he managed to tell her what had brought
on this strange fit.
“I’ve never been a seer,” he said. “That’s
a rare skill even among our kind. Precognition was a skill I never really
mastered even at the Academy. But just lately… I have had these
flashes of foreknowledge… of something dreadful in my future. And
I can only think of…”
“Oh!” Lily’s face paled and she swallowed hard. She
wondered what she could do or say to him. Li had warned her already that
Marion’s pregnancy was not going to end happily. She had been ready
to comfort them both when the time came. But this was something she had
not anticipated.
“Lily…” Kristoph’s eyes turned on her, burning
into her mind. She tried to block her thoughts, but she wasn’t fast
enough. “Lily… Oh, no…”
“It wasn’t to deceive you,” she assured him quickly.
“Li didn’t want to keep it from you for any reason but love
for both of you…for you and Marion. We wanted you both to be happy
for as long as possible.”
“Li saw it? He HAS always been a strong seer. He read Marion’s
timeline. He saw…”
“You will have an heir, Kristoph. Marion will be mother to your
child. But not yet.”
“This is a hard thing you’re telling me. My baby. I have felt
her so often. Her hearts are strong. I’ve touched her unborn mind.
She knows me. She has felt my love for her. Is it possible Li is wrong?”
“I have asked that same question,” Lily answered. “It
must be possible. I have hoped so. You must, also. Nobody’s destiny
is written in stone. There are always variables. But Kristoph… for
Marion’s sake… You must be prepared to be strong.”
“Marion must not hear of this. I have not spoken of these visions
to her…to anyone. But Lily… how do I pretend? How can I smile
when I see her… This anniversary dinner… our friends will
all be with us soon to celebrate. Marion has planned a surprise for me.
I have a gift for her that I know she will love. This was meant to be
a happy occasion.”
“It will be,” Lily assured him. “Kristoph, you must
believe that the future is not yet written. Every day your baby grows
stronger. Marion is, herself, stronger than anyone on this planet expected
her to be. She is coping with the pregnancy well. Believe that even Li’s
forecast could be wrong. Smile at your Lady. When you hold her in your
arms and feel the child within her, love them both with all your hearts.
And don’t let anything but joy fill your hearts.”
“You have faith that I can do that?”
“I have,” Lily told her. Now, sit here quietly for a little
while. I will go and help Marion dress for this special occasion. You
will greet your other guests joyfully.”
Kristoph nodded. Lily was right. That was the only thing he could do.
He reached and kissed her cheek, thankfully. Her friendship had been the
saving of him in his moment of despair. He sat and sipped his whiskey
and let no thought other than the smile on his wife’s face when
they exchanged anniversary gifts trouble him.
The house soon began to fill with those guests. His mother and father
and his brother and sister in law who had been staying the past few days
at the Dower House were first, followed by his Aunt Thedera and her husband,
Lord Niluom de Más??nt?n, the quietest man on Gallifrey, rarely
saying a word unless it was to agree with his wife, who more than made
up for his silence. Bolar and Hesthor Lundar arrived, of course. As well
as Pol and Isolatta Braxietel and Calliope Patriclian with Jarod Hadandrox,
who she was rarely seen without lately, though they had not yet formally
announced their betrothal. Lady and Madam Arpexia came, too. Kristoph
greeted them all joyfully. They were the people who, more than any others,
had become Marion’s friends in the past year. She liked them all
enough to want to share this special evening with them.
They were all gathered in the drawing room when Marion came in, accompanied
by Lily. They all smiled warmly to see her in a gown that was a cleverly
designed maternity version of the gown she wore a year ago for the Alliance.
The full skirt was higher to go over her stomach but diamonds still covered
the bodice and glittered in the skirt folds. She was smiling happily,
her eyes as bright as the jewels that adorned her.
“My dear,” Kristoph said as he crossed the floor to be by
her side. “You look as lovely as you did a year ago this day.”
He pressed a glass of sparkling champagne in her hand and turned to make
a toast with their friends. “To my lovely wife who has been my joy
through this first year since our Alliance.”
Everyone was glad to make that toast, and when it was drunk it was time
to go to the dining room. That room was always elegant. It was often graced
by important members of the government who dined with Lord and Lady de
Lœngbærrow. But today it was even more beautiful. It was an echo
of Marion’s dress. Swathes of white silk were draped across the
ceiling, meeting above the great chandelier. More silk went all around
the walls, interspersed with real hothouse roses and lilies growing out
of season just for Lady de Lœngbærrow to have them here in this room.
The table was similarly decorated, and among the flowers were sparkles
that caught the light. Diamonds in among the petals.
“The diamonds from your wedding gown!” Isolatta said with
a soft laugh. “You found something to do with them – a luxurious
table setting.”
“Yes,” Marion answered. “Kristoph gave me so many. I
never owned a single real diamond before I met him. And now I have enough
to fill a small vault.”
“You are worth more to me than a whole diamond mine,” Kristoph
assured her as they all sat in their places. The meal was served and the
guests ate and talked among themselves. Marion, a consummate host now,
no longer afraid of feeling out of place among a crowd, talked to everyone
in turn, but most especially she enjoyed the reunion with Rika. The two
talked every day on the videophone, but still had plenty to say when they
were sitting beside each other.
Rika, too, seemed to have grown into her role as the wife of a gentleman
of power and money. She found it easy to talk to the invited guests as
an equal, though Kristoph and Remonte both noticed that she was shy about
asking the servants for any small thing. This was her first return to
Mount Lœng House since the Alliance, and she was being served by
people she used to work with. But she was Madam de Lœngbærrow, now,
Remonte’s wife, and they bowed their heads politely to her as they
did with all the high born guests.
When the meal was over and the plates taken, they sat at the table, still,
with coffee and brandy, and Kristoph signalled to Caolin. He and two of
the footmen brought in the anniversary gifts that Kristoph and Marion
had got for each other. The guests were as eager as they were to be surprised
and pleased. Kristoph presented his wife with her gift, first. It was
much smaller than her gift to Kristoph that had to be carried by the butler
and the footman, together. The box was only a little bigger than her hand.
But she knew it was going to be something special. She unwrapped the silk
ribbons and the silver paper and opened up the velvet box inside. There
on a bed of black silk was a gold brooch with a diamond on it that made
all of the guests around the table gasp in surprise, and these were people
accustomed to owning diamonds. It was certainly the biggest Marion had
seen outside of the Crown Jewels of England in the Tower of London. It
was a good three inches in diameter, cut into so many facets that it caught
even the smallest light and refracted it. She looked at it and then at
Kristoph and hardly knew what to say.
“Usually diamonds of that size are imperfect,” he said. “They
have to be broken up into smaller gems. But a year ago today, the very
day that our Alliance was being solemnized, this one was found in the
Lœngbærrow mine. The miners who uncovered it received a special bounty,
as is always the case. So did the cutters and polishers who have worked
on it for the past year. Diamonds of this kind are always named, of course.
This is the Marion Stone. For my Lady Marion.” With that he picked
up the brooch that Marion was almost afraid to touch, and fastened it
on her dress before kissing her lips gently.
“You are still more precious to me than all the jewels yet to be
found in the mine,” he told her. Marion blushed and smiled joyfully.
That was more important to her than the biggest diamond she had ever seen.
Then Kristoph turned to Caolin and the footman, Sheogin, who still held
up the larger, heavier package dutifully. Kristoph slowly tore away the
paper to reveal an oil painting of Marion, now in a beautiful crystal
glass frame. She was dressed, in the picture, in deep russet red, the
colour that suited her so well, and was wearing the red diamond necklace
that he had given her on their Alliance day and matching earrings and
bracelet. The diamonds shone as if they were real. Marion’s soft
smile in the portrait was that of a lady with a secret to keep. And of
course, it was quite obvious to anyone looking at that picture that she
had the most precious secret of all beneath the folds of her dress.
Kristoph smiled, but beneath the smile was a moment of uncertainty again.
Did Marion know, he wondered, of the Earth tradition, in the days when
women often died in childbirth, of having a portrait done of a pregnant
woman for posterity?
“That isn’t why she had this painted,” Lily assured
him telepathically. “Don’t let such thoughts mar this beautiful
gift.”
“I won’t,” he replied, glancing at his former lover
and thanking her with his eyes for her intervention in that moment of
anxiety. He turned to Marion and kissed her on the cheek fondly.
“I think I should like to have that hung in my study. Then when
I am weighed down by matters that have little joy in them I will be delighted
by the sight of my beloved wife, even when she, herself, is taking tea
with Lady Patriclian or has gone off to Earth on a shopping trip. Thank
you, my dear. It is very beautiful, as you are, yourself.”
The party continued afterwards for some time, but at last the guests departed
and Kristoph was able to turn to Marion and kiss her again as he drew
her towards the stairs. A year ago, they had both known for the first
time the full passion of married love. Tonight, would be less intense.
Their lovemaking now was of a gentler, quieter sort. But they were both
ready for it.
Before then, though, each of them had other, intimate surprises that they
saved until they were alone. This time Kristoph’s gift to Marion
was in a large box and the one from her to him in a small one. Marion
sat up, propped by the pillows as she tore away the silk ribbons and silver
paper from a heavy, rectangular package. She sighed with delight as she
saw the beautifully made jewellery box within. It was fine, polished wood,
inlaid with pink and white mother of pearl and luxurious blue lapis lazuli,
one of the rarest and most beautiful semi precious stones in the universe.
The lapis lazuli was inlaid in swirling designs that at first glance just
seemed like abstract designs, but when she looked again were Gallifreyan
text spelling out her name and the date and a love message from Kristoph
to her.
She opened the box and was pleased to see yet another new set of diamond
earrings nestling in one of the velvet compartments. They matched the
‘Marion Stone’ that had been carefully put away in a locked
drawer of her dressing table. But the box itself still had joys for her.
There was a small button that automatically depressed as the box was opened,
and the mother of pearl finish to the inside of the lid turned into a
holographic video display. Her favourite Earth song played softly –
Across the Universe – and she watched pictures of the Earth solar
system that she knew so well receding and a journey across the galaxy
until Gallifrey was reached. The music changed, then, to the Pazione Gallifreya,
the music that was played at their wedding as beautiful scenes from around
Gallifrey were displayed. All of her favourite places to visit, from the
Red Valleys to the Mountains of Solace and Solitude, to the great Red
Desert and more.
“There are several other settings,” Kristoph told her. “Some
of your favourite Jazz tunes, and our favourite Vaughn Williams pieces.
And new selections can be added if you wish.”
“It is lovely. But I shall save it for when I am on my own,”
she said. “It is so easy to be caught up in it and forget everything
else.” She sighed blissfully as she put the box on her beside table.
“My gift to you almost seems mundane in comparison. But I had it
made especially for you.”
Kristoph opened the small package and found within another velvet box
a silver pocket watch. It had the liver bird with wings outstretched etched
on the case and when he opened it, the inside of the lid had a miniature
copy of the larger painting of Marion in bright enamel paint. He looked
at it, then at the watch itself and smiled.
“Yes,” Marion told him. “It’s of Earth make. It
doesn’t tell the time on Gallifrey. But you are a Time Lord. You
don’t need a watch to tell the time anyway. You always know. This
is my gift for you, from my planet. To remind you of me, always, when
we are apart.”
“We’re not going to be apart any more than we have to be,”
Kristoph assured her. He put the watch on the bedside table and turned
down the lights before he reached to embrace his wife. He wanted to make
love to her. But first he had something else he wanted to do even more
urgently. He touched her stomach gently through the silk nightdress she
wore. He touched her forehead with his other hand.
“Share this with me,” he told her as he reached in with his
mind and found their child inside her womb. Marion gasped as she saw her
in her mind, too, through Kristoph. She was perfectly formed, though still
small yet. She had arms and legs, fingers and toes, her eyes were formed,
and her nose and tiny mouth. Kristoph said that most of the development
in the remaining months, apart from growing a lot more, was in the brain.
Their daughter would develop the Gallifreyan brain that was capable of
so many extra functions beyond that of most humanoids.
But her brain was already functioning on the simplest level. Kristoph
showed his wife their baby’s dreams. Soft clouds made up of primitive,
not quite formed instincts, the greatest of which was the instinct to
love the two people closest to her. Marion almost wept for joy as she
knew her daughter’s love so completely.
“She knows us both,” Kristoph told her. “Our little
girl knows that we love her, and she loves us in return.”
“Yes,” Marion managed to say. “Oh, yes.”
He wished he could stay for much longer, but though it didn’t harm
the child to be reached in that way, it was better not to overdo it. Gently
he withdrew and held his wife in his arms. He sighed contentedly. He wasn’t
sure about the future. He didn’t know what it held. But if it held
anything other than joy, then at least they would both have the precious
memory of this night together, parents of a child who loved them both.
It would be a shred of comfort if the worst should happen.
For now, he banished such thoughts and kissed Marion on her lips. She
responded lovingly. He would make love to her now, gently, carefully,
aware of the most precious gift of all that she held for him.
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