Marion was relaxing in her white drawing room in the afternoon.
She had enjoyed a pleasant morning with her infant class at the school
and now she was quietly reading a book while soft music played quietly.
She looked up at the sound of voices in the hall. She glanced through
the window and saw the limousine Kristoph had taken out this morning being
driven to the garage. What could have brought him home so early in the
day? Then the door opened and her husband came into the drawing room.
Marion was puzzled to see him carefully carrying something wrapped in
soft cloth. She was astounded when he leaned over and placed the bundle
in her arms and she looked into the face of a baby, no more than two months
old, with soft black eyes looking back at her.
“Kristoph!” she exclaimed. “Where did… who is…”
For one surreal moment, she imagined that he had stolen the child from
somewhere, to bring home to her.
“She is a child in need of comfort,” he answered. “Her
mother is dead. An accident. You need not be troubled with the details.
But she has no relatives here on Gallifrey. I took it upon myself…
I thought…”
He paused. As his chauffer had driven him home with the child nestled
in a basket beside him, he had thought deeply about his decision to take
upon himself the care of this child. It was only a few months since they
had mourned the death of their Anna. Was Marion emotionally ready to be
a foster mother to this little one?”
“We can look after her,” Marion said as she pressed the child
close to her. “She has nobody at all?”
“She has a grandfather. He works for our deep space freight service.
His ship is being contacted by sub-space message. I have asked to speak
to him as soon as possible.”
“He will want her, I suppose? His own grandchild?”
Marion looked disappointed.
“I will assure him that she is being well looked after,” Kristoph
told her. “If you think you can… if it’s not too much…”
“Our little Anna would be about her age by now,” Marion said.
“She would be older. This little mite was born in the month of Melcus.
Marion… she isn’t replacing our child. She is an orphan who
needs your love and affection for a little while. Understand that from
the start, Marion, or we cannot do it. She is a child of the Lœngbærrow
Estate. I felt it my duty, but there are other ways.”
“I understand,” Marion assured him. “But… didn’t
you bring anything for her… clothes… a crib… milk…”
Kristoph admitted he had not brought any of those things, except for a
feeding bottle which Caolin had taken to the kitchen to be attended to.
The butler came to the drawing room as he spoke, with the warmed bottle
on a silver tray. Marion examined it critically
“Cúl nut milk won’t do except as a stop gap,”
she said. “We shall have to take a trip in the TARDIS. Mothercare
in Lord Street will have what we need.”
“Lord Street… in Liverpool?” Kristoph was on the point
of mentioning that there were perfectly good shops in the Capitol, but
there was a look in Marion’s eyes. He smiled indulgently and asked
Caolin to fetch his Earth credit cards from his desk drawer.
A very short time later the TARDIS materialised in Lord Street, disguised
as a closed vending Kiosk for the Liverpool Echo. Marion carried the baby
in her arms, wrapped in a warm blanket. She was talking about the things
that were needed. It was a long list. Kristoph wasn’t even sure
what most of them were for.
“Where does a Kangaroo come into it?” he asked.
“It’s a sort of sling for carrying the baby and leaving your
hands free,” Marion explained. “When she’s not in her
pram. We’ll need one of those, too, of course. Does she have a name,
by the way. I never asked.”
“Rodan,” Kristoph answered,
“Pretty name,” Marion answered. “Very appropriate. She
is beautiful.”
“It’s a good Gallifreyan name,” Kristoph said. He looked
at the shop front of the Earth shop dedicated to the needs of babies and
small children. He was a man of many talents and abilities. He knew countless
languages and the customs of thousands of planets. But he felt at a loss
now as he looked into that window.
“I am in your hands,” he said as they pushed open the door
and stepped inside. “As is my credit card.”
“A pram, first,” Marion said. “And a crib. Oh, one of
those sort – the rocking cradle with all the frills around. That
will fit beautifully into our room.”
“Our room?” Kristoph was startled. “I expected…
there is a perfectly good nursery where I was raised, and Remonte, and
our sisters.”
“She’ll sleep by us. She will feel safe and we will know that
she is happy,” Marion insisted. “In the daytime… my
day bedroom will make a good nursery. But we shall need a second crib.”
“Then we shall have to buy two cribs,” Kristoph conceded.
Marion went around the store, followed by a shop assistant who took the
order codes for the larger items. Kristoph followed, too, carrying a basket
for the clothes and packs of disposable nappies and other sundries. He
soon wondered if it might have been easier to have the entire stock transported
to Gallifrey. It didn’t seem as if Marion was leaving very much
to chance. He wondered exactly how he was going to get it all into the
TARDIS without being observed by passers by. He also wondered what his
garage staff were going to say about fitting a child seat in the limousine.
Marion was looking at dresses now.
“She has to have this one,” she exclaimed as she looked at
a rather lovely baby dress made of pink netting and broderie anglaise.
She’ll look beautiful in it.”
“Yes, she will,” Kristoph agreed as he helped the two assistants
to carry the more portable purchases to the cash till. He watched the
accumulated bill not so much because he was worried about his credit limit
as because he was fascinated by how much a baby seemed to cost. He had
never realised it was quite so much.
Power of Suggestion got the pram, cradles and other large items brought
to the kiosk without the store assistants questioning it. The bags full
of smaller items were stored safely aboard. Kristoph watched as Marion
dressed Rodan from the skin out with disposable nappy, vest, pants and
socks, and then the pink and white dress she so adored. It was in two
parts. The net underdress first, then the white broderie anglaise smock
with strawberry motifs. A little white bonnet completed the outfit. Kristoph
thought the baby looked like a finely made china doll. Or a strawberry
dessert. Either way, when Marion fastened her into the newly bought pram
and wrapped a new blanket with matching strawberry motifs around her,
he felt a warm feeling inside.
They stepped back out into Lord Street again, looking like proud parents
with their baby. They walked in the warm afternoon up towards Chinatown.
Li was delighted to see them, of course. And even more delighted by his
youngest guest. When Kristoph explained her sad circumstances he nodded
in understanding.
“She is in good hands, now. Has there been word, yet, from the grandfather?”
“No, but that is to be expected. The deep space freighters have
only sub-space communications. It will take time. I do hope to hear from
them soon, though. I need to assure him that his granddaughter is being
cared for.”
“Well, of course she is,” Marion said as she held the child
on her knee. “Why wouldn’t she be? Dear little Rodan. She
has such lovely eyes.”
“She’s a fine child,” Li Tuo agreed. “May I…”
The old man reached and touched the child’s fingers. He closed his
eyes and his face was strangely impassive for a while. Marion knew what
he was doing. He was reading her timeline – her future. She almost
held her breath to hear what he would say about her.
“You have already taken her through time in the TARDIS, of course,”
Li said at last. “It makes the reading more difficult. But I see
her growing up to be a fine young Gallifreyan with the start in life you
can give her.”
“I wish we could give her more than a start,” Marion answered
him.
“No,” Kristoph told her firmly. “No, Marion. Don’t
think of anything more than that which is offered to us now. She isn’t
ours. Her destiny is in the hands of others. We will give her the love
and care she needs in these coming months. But after that… Marion,
please don’t get any ideas about keeping her.
“Why not? We could give her so much as our adopted child.”
“We have no real concept of adoption on Gallifrey. Blood ties are
all that counts,” Li explained to her. “We have no legal machinery
for making a child belong to any but its biological family. She would
never be yours. Her grandfather would always have the final say, and if
he wanted her back, his own blood, then he would have every legal right.
And though you are Oldbloods and he a Caretaker, and Kristoph a magister,
the law would be on his side. And that is as it should be.”
“She is ours for a little while, Marion. Then she must go to her
real family. And you will give her back willingly. Let it be understood
from the start. I didn’t bring her to you as any substitute for
our poor little Anna. Nor did I mean for you to be traumatised by having
to part with her in the future. If you feel you cannot look after her
knowing that she is to leave us, then this cannot work. I will find some
woman in the village and pay her to take care of the child.”
“No,” Marion protested. “She is mine until her grandfather
comes for her. Dear Rodan… She is mine until then.”
“Very well,” Kristoph conceded. He put his arm around Marion
and looked at the child in her arms with a warm smile and a longing heart.
He, too, wished that it were otherwise. He would have liked to have looked
on this child as his own, in place of his own daughter who never lived.
But he had to be strong. He had to accept that this was only a temporary
chance for him to experience parenthood.
“It will happen for you,” Li insisted. “Marion, you
will be the bearer of the Lœngbærrow heir. I promise you. It won’t
be easy. I sense disappointment, grief, more than once. But in the end
there will be joy. And until then, take this child. She is Rassilon’s
gift to you as a respite from your emptiness.”
They stayed longer with Li Tuo than they meant to do, but at last they
returned to Lord Street and stepped into the disguised TARDIS. As they
got under way, Marion changed and fed Rodan again. While she was doing
that, the call came that Kristoph had expected. Marion held the baby close
to her as she watched Kristoph break the news of his daughter’s
death to the man. He was kind to him, expressing his sorrow. He did his
best to ease the blow. Of course, the man asked about his grandchild.
Kristoph signalled silently to Marion and she brought her to the videophone.
“She is here,” Kristoph assured her. “My wife is caring
for her.”
“I have not even seen her until now,” the man said. “She
was not born when I left. Sir… I cannot…we are six months
out from Gallifrey. We have another two months before we reach our furthest
destination, and then we must return. I cannot reach my home sooner than
that.”
“I could reach you,” Kristoph answered. “I have a TARDIS.”
Marion was dismayed by that. When the grandfather said he was so many
months away from Gallifrey she had thought only one thing – Rodan
would be with them for Christmas. She could have one beautiful Christmas
with her.
“Ask your captain to give me his co-ordinates and to stand by,”
Kristoph said. “There is much to discuss and it should be face to
face. That is right and proper.”
“My Lord, that is kind of you…”
“It is nothing less than I owe to you, sir,” Kristoph answered.
“We shall talk again when we reach your ship.”
He ended the communication and the turned to Marion.
“We talk to her grandfather. We let him see his granddaughter, let
him hold her in his arms. He has that much right. After that, we shall
decide… he and I… as men of honour… what shall be done.”
Marion said nothing. What could she say? Of course the poor, bereaved
man had to see his granddaughter. But he surely would not want her to
stay with him on a freighter ship? She wasn’t sure what Gallifreyan
freighters were like, but they didn’t sound like places suitable
for a baby.
TARDIS travel, of course, was only for the privileged few. And it was
the only way that the freighter could be intercepted. It took only a half
hour to cross the distance that the ordinary ship had taken months to
travel. The captain of the ship greeted Kristoph with the usual deference
to his rank. He bowed politely to Marion, then he brought them to his
own dayroom where Argis Mielles, Rodan’s grandfather, waited, relieved
of his duties due to his mourning. He looked a sad, bereft man when they
stepped into the room, but at sight of the child his eyes gleamed with
joy. Marion gave her to him to hold.
“She is so very small,” he said in a broken voice. “My
hands… rough from work… I feel afraid to hold her. And these
clothes… this dress is so fine…”
“My wife has been indulging a whim,” Kristoph said, almost
apologetically.
“I make a good living.” Argis said. “My own needs are
few. I have money saved. But I am contracted. This trip and another of
fourteen months after it. If I break the contract, I would be penalised…
and it would not be easy for me to get work again…”
“I understand that,” Kristoph said. “I have arranged
with your captain that you should have two days leave to attend your daughter’s
funeral. I will bring you back home and return you to the ship afterwards.
It is only right and proper that you should.”
“My Lord…” If Gallifreyans were able to, Marion was
sure Argis would be crying now. “Thank you… I had thought
it impossible.” He looked then at the child in his arms. He kissed
her face and held her tightly, as if he didn’t want to let her go.
“What will become of her? This is no place for her… a ship
full of working men.”
“My wife, as you have seen, is already fond of her. She would be
well looked after in your absence. Indeed, she longs to hold her again
now. Rodan will have the best of care until you are in a position to provide
a home for her.”
“She would live in your home? An Oldblood house?”
“Is that a probem?” Marion asked. “Surely…”
“The problem,” Kristoph said. “Is that Argis cannot
hope to provide a home anything like as grand and rich as ours, and that
Rodan will feel cheated if she is taken from our splendour into a more
humble place. And that would be a factor if she was going to be with us
until she was much older. But two years at the most… she will still
be young enough not to be aware of her environment, beyond that she is
warm, clothed and fed – and loved. She will not grow up ashamed
of her roots, I assure you.”
“Please, let me take care of her,” Marion said. “I promise
I won’t spoil her… at least no more than I can help.”
Argis Mielles looked at Marion and smiled. He gave the child into her
arms.
“She needs a woman’s care,” he said, bluntly, as if
any more words would choke him. But it was settled, at least. Kristoph
spoke once again to the captain of the freighter, assuring that it was
all right for Argis to come with him for those necessary two days, then
they came back to the TARDIS. Marion was glad that Kristoph had put away
most of the baby things she had bought at Mothercare. Her grandfather
would certainly have been concerned that so much was done before he even
had a say in the matter.
When they reached home, Kristoph arranged that Argis would lodge with
Caolin, the butler, while he was there. He would be comfortable among
his own class of people, rather than in the grand drawing room of Mount
Lœng House. But Rodan was with Marion, still. Two Christmases, she
had worked out. Two birthdays, as well. That would be enough.
Two years. Marion smiled joyfully at the thought as she put Rodan to bed
on her first night as the foster child of the House of Lœngbærrow.
She washed her and dressed her in a soft nightgown and fed her, then laid
her in the frill-covered cradle that was set up in the bedroom. She watched
her as she dropped to sleep.
“Come on, now,” Kristoph said. “Come to bed. You have
looked at her enough. She will still be here in the morning.”
“She will still be here at four in the morning, when she wakes for
her first feed.”
“It’s a good thing Time Lords don’t need much sleep,”
Kristoph commented. “I’ve got an embezzlement case to hear
tomorrow.”
Even so, when Marion had dropped to sleep, Kristoph himself lay awake,
watching the cradle, listening to the soft breathing of the child, listening
to her two hearts quietly beating, and felt a contentment he had not known
for many months. Rodan was as much of a blessing to him as she was to
Marion.
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