The day started off well. They had a pleasant breakfast before going out
for a long walk on the seafront.
“The waitress at breakfast thought we were sweethearts,” Marion
said with a smile.
“Yes, she did,” he said and put his arm around her shoulders.
“She was thinking that I look a little old for you, but all the
same we seem happy with each other. She was envious of you.”
“You’re making it up,” she laughed.
“You don’t really know what the waitress was thinking.”
And yet, she thought, he often DID seem to read her mind. He seemed to
anticipate her moves. At the supper and this morning at breakfast, he
had passed her sugar and salt and filled her coffee cup without her ever
having to ask. It was nice to have that sort of attention paid to her.
“It’s a gift I have,” he said. “I CAN see what
people are thinking.”
“What am I thinking?” she asked him. She thought
of a passage from her favourite gothic novel. The morning after the Demeter
arrived with its dead crew, when Mina and Lucy walk by that very sea front
they looked out on now.
“Early in the morning we both got up and went
down to the harbour to see if anything had happened in the night. There
were very few people about, and though the sun was bright, and the air
clear and fresh, the big, grim-looking waves, that seemed dark themselves
because the foam that topped them was like snow, forced themselves in
through the narrow mouth of the harbour- like a bullying man going through
a crowd.”
Marion gave a gasp as Kristoph not only knew the scene she was thinking
of, but quoted the text from memory. She stared at him. She shivered.
“I’ve frightened you,” he said. “I am sorry about
that. I did not mean to do so.”
“You said… last week… that there were things about you
that would scare me.”
“And now I have. I don’t need to look at your thoughts. They
show on your face. You realise how little you know about me. And here
you are with me, in a strange town, and nobody even knows you are here.”
“I trusted you,” she told him. “From the start I trusted
you, Kristoph. On the train, at Sunday lunch. You cared for me all week
when I was sick. I have never doubted that you are a good man. But you
are a very strange man, and…”
“And…”
“And it’s a bit scary. Please… don’t do it again.
Please, just be an ordinary man, a professor of literature. Talk to me
about ordinary things, things I understand.”
“Of course,” he said. They walked again, and his arm was around
her shoulders. He was worried, though. She had not taken that demonstration
of his alien abilities very well. How could he tell her what he was?
The problem filled his mind most of the morning, though he did his best
not to show it. They found themselves at lunchtime at a little café
by the harbour on the west cliff side. From there they had a grand view
across the harbour with its yachts and fishing vessels and onto the imposing
East Cliff, the famous one with the ruined Abbey and the church and churchyard
on top, where the seduction of Lucy by Count Dracula took place.
“We’ll go up there later,” Kristoph
promised. “That is the highlight of a visit to Whitby. For this
afternoon I thought it would be pleasant enough to explore the town itself,
taking in its antique shops and its tea shops and quiet watering holes
of the alcoholic sort. Nothing too energetic. We have those 199 steps
to climb if we mean to do the Abbey justice later.”
And for the afternoon he gave her no cause for concern
or to wonder about him. Certainly he did nothing frightening to her. They
looked in old bookshops and antique shops and drank tea in tea shops where
waitresses wore crisp black and white uniforms and the table linen was
immaculate. They drank wine in low-ceilinged old pubs that all claimed
Bram Stoker once drank there.
“He may well have done,” Kristoph said with a laugh. “But
I’d like to see them prove it.”
“It’s a harmless lie,” Marion noted.
That comment pricked Kristoph’s conscience. A harmless lie. But
he had told too many not so harmless ones.
“Marion,” he began.
“Yes?” She looked at him.
“Marion, I…” He sighed and ‘bit the bullet’.
“Marion, I’m not really a literature teacher. I’m a
hitman for my government posing as a teacher. And my government…
that place you read about. It’s not in Greece. It’s a planet
250 million light years away from Earth. I’m an alien.”
“What?” she looked at him in astonishment.
“That’s the truth about me, in a nutshell at least. There
is more to tell, but you have to grasp that much first.”
“You’re… an ALIEN? An alien HITMAN!”
She looked around to make sure nobody had heard her. “Kristoph…
that’s not funny. That really IS scary.”
“I didn’t mean to scare you. I love you, Marion.
I love you, and I want… I am prepared to give it all up. My whole
world, to live on Earth with you. To BE really Kristoph de Leon.”
“You’re an alien! That’s why you don’t blink,
and the mind-reading and…”
“Marion…”
“No,” she said then. “No, you’re drunk and telling
me stupid things or…. Or it’s a joke. Maybe it's been a joke
all along. Get Marion interested in a man then make her look stupid. I
never thought a staff member would be in on it.”
“Marion,” he said gently. “It is true. I told you because
I don’t want any more lies to hang between us. I want…”
“No,” she insisted. “No, it's… NO.”
Kristoph sighed. He reached out and touched her face.
She shrank back from him, but he made contact with her skin. He sent her
into a gentle sleep, laying her down on the long leather seat. He put
his hand more firmly on her forehead and reached into her short term memory.
He found the part of the conversation that had frightened her so much
and he plucked it out like a bad tooth. He left her lying there while
he went to call for a taxi.
Marion woke in her hotel room and looked up to see Kristoph
sitting beside her.
“What happened?” she asked.
“You fell fast asleep in the pub,” he answered. “I forgot
that you had been ill all week. I think we overdid the afternoon.”
“I’m pretty pathetic if wandering around a few tea shops and
antique dealers is overdoing it.”
“Well, you’ve had a nice long nap. All the better for tonight.”
“What are we doing tonight?”
“Staying up to watch the sunrise,” Kristoph told her. “If
you think you would be up to it?”
“Oh, yes,” she answered. She sat up and noticed she was in
her underwear. “Did you…”
“I took off your outer garments so that you would be more comfortable.
That is all.”
She thought about it and couldn’t think of a single reason why she
wasn’t happy with that. Except she wished she remembered. He must
have been so gentle with her. Carrying her to the bed, taking off her
dress and shoes.
“Ok,” she said. “But… funny, I can’t remember
anything after we were talking about Bram Stoker’s drinking habits.
I MUST have been tired. But I’m awake now, and it sounds a great
idea.” She smiled. He touched her forehead gently and told her to
bring a coat for when it got colder after sundown. Then he left the room
while she got dressed, first for supper at a nice restaurant and then,
with the sun dropping low over the town, they climbed the 199 steps.
“Oh!” she cried as they reached the top and looked at the
bones of the old abbey silhouetted against the sunset. It was utterly
beautiful and exactly what she had imagined from the literary descriptions.
Kristoph’s arm was around her shoulders as they stood and watched.
Not that they were completely alone. The abbey was a ruin,
but the Church of St. Mary’s was still going strong. They watched
the people leaving the Evensong service and the vicar going to his house
nearby, the verger locking it up for the night. Then it felt much more
as if they were the only people left on the cliff.
“Are
you warm enough?” Kristoph asked as they sat down on a bench near
the steps back down the hill. The town was well lit below and so was the
harbour but the horizon was now marked by the stars in the sky.
“I’m perfectly warm,” she said. “It is a warm
night. It feels exciting to be doing something like this. It's like…
like an adventure. Being out at night when everyone else is asleep.”
“I never sleep very much,” Kristoph said. “I often find
high places at night where I can sit and think.”
“Do you have a problem with sleeping?” she asked.
“No, I just don’t do as much of it as other people do,”
he answered.
“There are a lot of things you do differently to other people,”
she noted. “You’re an unusual man, Kristoph.”
“I know,” he said. “I am sorry about that. I wish…
I wish I WAS an ordinary man. It would make it so much easier. Because
then I could just tell you how much I love you, and kiss you and we could
make the sort of plans that other people who are in love make.”
Marion looked at him in the dim light of one of the lamps that illuminated
the steps for those like them who chose to come up them at night. He sounded
like his heart was breaking with frustration. She expected to see tears
in his eyes. But they were dry. He was blinking more than she had seen
him do before, though. She put her hand to his face, touching him under
his eyes.
“You don’t have any tear ducts,” she
said. “Only… vestigial ones, as if… as if you had ‘evolved’
without them.”
“Yes,” he answered her. He put his hand over hers and pressed
it against his cheek. “Yes, Marion, that is one of the physical
ways I am different.” He took both of her hands and held them against
his chest. Her eyes became big with astonishment.
“You have… I can feel… you have two hearts. There are
two heartbeats.”
“Yes.”
She looked at him.
“Is that the secret that you didn’t want to tell? That you
have no tear ducts and two hearts? I mean… what is it? A birth defect?
Have people been cruel to you about it in the past? I’m not so shallow
as that. Little physical differences like that… Do you think I wouldn’t
love you because of that?”
“There is more to it,” he said. “It’s much more
complicated than that. But… Marion… before I tell you the
truth, before I frighten you away forever… we both spoke of love
just then.”
“I love you, Kristoph,” she told him. “You know I do.
That’s why I came here with you. To Whitby I mean, not just up here
on the cliff in the dark.”
“And I love you, Marion. And I am so afraid of getting this wrong.
Of losing you. I should tell you the whole truth first. But… if
I do, I may never get to do this.” Marion’s hands were still
over his hearts. She felt them quicken as he pulled her close. She felt
his mouth cover hers. His lips felt cool and masculine, and they possessed
her completely in a way that would, she thought, have made every author
in the Mills and Boon catalogue weep into their word-processors. She slipped
her arms around his back and held him as tightly as he held her. She didn’t
want the kiss to end. She didn’t want to hear that truth that would
spoil the happiest moment of her life. She just wanted to kiss him forever.
She wanted him to be her man. Her true love. She wanted him, no matter
what he was going to say to her in a few minutes.
It took longer than a few minutes. When he drew his head back away from
her she pulled him close and she initiated the kiss this time. She savoured
the nearness of him, the spicy scent of whatever brand of aftershave he
was wearing, the slight roughness of his shaven skin, the strength of
his arms as they held her.
The clock of St. Mary’s marked midnight not far
from them as they finally broke apart.
“It is only an arbitrary number,” Kristoph said. “A
mere moment in time. It is only because of associations with the mysterious
propagated by the likes of our favourite gothic author that midnight is
frightening.”
“I know,” she said. “But, Kristoph, don’t tell
me anything else about yourself just yet. Not until… Not until after
the sun has come up. In the daylight, in the sunshine, it won’t
be so bad.”
He had told her already in daylight, and it frightened her then, he reflected.
But he was happy to prolong the revelation in accordance with her wishes.
“It won’t be dawn until about four o’clock,” he
said. “Do you wish me to kiss you for four hours?”
“We can try,” she answered, reaching for him. “I’m
nineteen, nearly twenty, and you are the first man I have properly kissed.
I am at least two years behind everyone I know, unless they are lying
about it.”
“They probably are, you know,” he told her.
“Well, even if they are, I’m still owed a lot more kisses.”
“It’s been much, much longer for me,” he said with a
sigh. “If love is something that is owed like a debt, then I am
long overdue.”
She sighed happily as he reached for her again and took a long, deep,
sensuous payment of what was long overdue.
No, they didn’t quite kiss for four hours. They talked, too. They
talked about Dracula, about Captain Cook, and the Whitby whaling industry
marked on the other cliff by a monument made of two great stone whalebones
crossed into an archway. They recited poetry, they sang songs together.
They kissed some more.
What they didn’t do was talk in any way about Kristoph’s
secret that threatened to spoil their happiness. She did wonder a little.
Perhaps he had been in prison or something. That was about the most terrible
thing she could think of. It explained why he was a single man at his
age. If he had been in prison for many years. She almost wove a story
in her head. Maybe he had killed that woman who broke his heart when he
was younger. Or her husband, or both. A crime of passion for which he
paid with his liberty. But he had repented his terrible deed while he
was in prison and when he was released he vowed to be a better man. She
was his way to redemption, through her love for him. But he was afraid
she would reject him if she knew.
She laughed at herself. What a fairy story.
And yet, was there anything more terrible than that? If he was not a murderer
and a convict, then she was sure there was nothing that could frighten
her or kill the love she felt for him.
“Oh, Marion,” Kristoph thought as he saw that
melodramatic fantasy in her head. “I hope you will feel that way
when you do know the truth.”
Prison was too simple an explanation. His truth was much harder.
Not until the sun has come up, he said to himself. Until
then, she is mine. Until then, we are two people in love and nothing comes
between us.
And his lips found hers again. She had been wearing a
lip gloss when she came out. Light make up and a cherry flavoured gloss.
But the artificial taste wore off long ago. Now he tasted her pure, unadulterated
lips. Human flesh felt just a little different. Warmer than his own species.
Thirty degrees warmer. And Marion’s kisses, hesitant and anxious
to get it right at first, then throwing away caution as she relaxed and
enjoyed it, were different from either of his two lovers before. Lily
never hesitated about anything. And Hillary came from a people who exuded
pheromones and sensuality. The only disturbing thing about her was when
she teased him by morphing into her male form while they were kissing.
But Marion was a simple, straight-forward Human woman and he was the first
man who ever kissed her. He felt privileged by that.
He felt so much in love with her.
When the sun came up he had to tell her the truth.
He wished he could stop time and stay here forever and never have to tell
it.
But even a Time Lord could not stop time.
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